second star to the right :: straight on 'till morning::

Sunday, September 24, 2006

yes am supposed to be studying.
was so bored i stole one of these things from BEE BEE

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I've now got a MASSIVE chicken pox scar on my right temple. remnants from the unforgiving virus attack a few weeks ago.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Nothing. I havent found the right paintings. Oh, i just remembered I have two wall lights (do they count?)

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
Nokia candy bar thingy.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Songs that have meaningful-ish lyrics. at least I have to identify with them in some way. and classical. It helps me to not think so much.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Nope.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
carefree innocence.

7. WHO DO YOU MISS?
My pug =(

8. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Hui? its not really my name but its in the middle of it.

9. THE BEST TV SHOW EVER CREATED:
haha not really a tv show watcher. prefer watching movies

10. THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO?
Ruth!!!!

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
No. Actually, I cant sleep unless its totally dark. But if my imagination runs away with me I can get scared even in broad daylight

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
My dad.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Be Delicious !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
asian colours and nice hair. But brown hair and green eyes is real pretty as well.

15. WOULD YOU RATHER BE SMART OR FUNNY?
neither. I'd rather be a genius

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
TEA!!! tea makes everybody happy.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Pepperoni! and mushrooms =) even though they're fungi. I've read somewhere that the French top their pizzas with runny egg. would like to try that someday.

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
My dad

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
haha, several actually.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
The Gift Of Life.

22. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
I like most ones

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
er...think my fingers are.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
CHANEL

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
A jaguar 1957 roadster. Its the hot ass car in Cruel Intentions.

26. WHAT COLOR IS IT?
Forest green. with cream leather seats

27. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF EXERCISE?
Motto: Say NO to exercise

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
I might. But I wouldn't tell them. would make things easier for me if they just left.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Do an asher? haha nah its the little things you do everyday that show them how much they mean to you. A sudden bombastic move might make them dubious.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
ninety nine

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunette. like the deep deep mahogany colour. It looks delicious.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
Pin Ruh

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Insincerity and noveu riche

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY?
Yes yes.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Pretty things,yummy food, shoes,

36. TATER TOTS OR FRIES?
tater tot? haha whats that? maybe its a variation of fries but i cant imagine how that would be.

37. FIRST JOB?
Editor Of Bilden newsletter!!!

38. EVER PRANK CALLED SOMEONE?
not intentionally. But when I was a kid and those home shopping things came on i used to call them because the big booming voice goes CALL NOW!! my mom super freaked out when she found out when I was calling random numbers on tv.

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
studying kimia!

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
provided that it has zero side effects, scar free,almost cost free and totally reversable, I'd fix my non existant nose and get a jaw line and bertter cheek bones. Except I'd look weird after.

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
was sick of kimia

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
I dunno. Never really notice what I get complimented about or insulted about most.

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
haha it wouldn't matter cuz kwong kwong would find some way to get her hands on some anyway then everything would be fine.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Ability to earn only a million bucks a minute like the casino owner dude. Then i can go do whatever I want

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Only a million! ok so maybe two or three.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
yes. I was named after Foo Hui Yin the great and invincible. except my parents didn't know she existed.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
yes. when I remember to.

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
I divide my love and attention equally among all my fingers and toes.

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
er....I think I almost cried when I read that Walter died in the war in Rilla Of Ingleside cuz he was Rilla's favourate brother and the dreamy poet kind. he was afraid to go to war because he is afraid of pain and suffering. he could not imagine plunging a bayonet into another fellow human being for he might be the sweetheart, son and or brother to somebody else.
yet on the battlefield, he was braver than any of the other soldiers because he is unafraid of realities and only the power of his own mind can evoke the feeling of fear in him. and I admire that.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
not really but i guess i'm stuck with it

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
anything that doesn't have the yucky pork or chicken taste

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Only about a gabazillion

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
anne of green gables audiobooks. haha my mom bought it when i was nine but i still love it

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
absolutely not.Other me would think I was a mega arrogant person because I probably wasn't very friendly to other me.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Once again, not intentionally.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
yes, at forst. not in the long run though

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
I get kind of pettyand fume for a bit. if it gets real bad I whack unfortunate people with plastic rulers.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
My grandma's!

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Not at all.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
wasn't really the toy playing kind. read books most of the time and watched the sleeping beauty over and over and over agian.

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
No idea. used to be a pitiful ammount untill recently when I realised that I sometimes need to call people who might be outside of my family, appointment people and social circle

62. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Oh no. never.

63. DO YOU KNOW ANYONE FAMOUS?
no

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
fortunately never

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Wit.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
yan, yanyan, yani, wani? fooster, foo face, miss foo, yana...........

67. HOW MANY PAIRS OF SHOES DO YOU HAVE?
dunno. twenty something?

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
NO. but i feel like I have potato feet if i dont tie them again after re-wearing

69. WERE YOU UPSET ABOUT STEVE IRWIN DYING?
a little (the fact that he was filming for his daughter or something)

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Belgian chocolate

71. ARE YOU LAZY?
no

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
red, black and gold and white and black gold

73. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BAND?
Evanescence

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
None

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
what good would that be to me?

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Be still my heart - postal service

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
strawberry filled doughnut

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Ruth

79. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
height and hair

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT-PROVOKING SONG:
100 years

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
starts with an ass, ends with a pee am

82. FAVORITE DRINK:
RIBENA

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN
Aquarius!!!!!!!!!!!! cuz they have a song! the age of aquaRIUS!

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
say no to sports

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Brown

86. EYE COLOR?
dark dark brown. sometimes i have trouble seeing my pupils

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
when i'm watching tv or reading and driving

88. SIBLINGS?
a sister

89. FAVORITE MONTH(s)
january and february (my birthday and chinese mew year)

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
very much

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Take the lead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Chinese new year eve

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
haha I'd be too shy to contemplate asking someone out

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
autumn

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Both . preferably at the same time as well =)

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships. I'd probably never have a one-night stand

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
nobody. they've all done it

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
er........everybody?

99. Where's ..99?
In Mickey mouse's left nostril

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
oh only about a million people

haha Ruth just called from perth!!!! havent heard from her in aeons.
apparently she's using my you're alive!!! line there and it spread like wildfire (in her words)
and her formal was on a cruise ship!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
says she's coming back next week. maybe i'll go visit her.
its been a long time.

Yan â¥ 10:36 am link to post 0 comments

Friday, September 22, 2006

Helloe bodies.

was supposed to be studying.

obviously that didn't work out. because i'm typing this.

I watched take the lead as i have the will power of a gnat.

I LOVED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its like the book i read in form two.....er.... To Sir, with love or something like that. The energy in the movie is just

wow

I WANA LEARN BALLROOM DANCING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its like MEGA HOT

the style of dancing in the movie is kind of like in shall we dance but with a million times more energy and innovation, less commercial, and most of all, it was based on a true story.

The life of Pierre Dulaine. some cool dude who invented the concept of Dancing classrooms where kids learn respect and boys learn how to touch a girl with respect and girls learn to value their bodies. or something like that.

I think we need it here in malaysia where the ammount of rape cases seem to be numerous

exams were yucky

I have no comment because the easy bits were real easy but the difficult bits were really difficult. will somebody tell me what happens if you flunk trials and or spm? the more i think about it, the more i feel that its no big deal. but its like an asian programmed thing to have to do well in all government exams or else it might as well be the end of the world. and maybe i shouldn't flunk it for the sake of flunking. its seems childish. like rebel without a cause, politician with no politics. bla bla bla

of course, the school chose this timely bit of the year to like not pay the water bill and the toilets cannot flush. THERE IS NOT A SINGLE FLUSHING TOILET IN SCHOOL. I almost died in there when i went today.

Last friday daddy decided he wanted to randomly have a dinner party (or did i mention that already) but I made MUSHROOM SOUP!! and it beats any mushroom soup I've ever tasted.

seriously.

I love my recipe book ( even though it has no pictures). steph we have to make this when you get back. if you're still in your cooking phase.

oh and daddy got fresh oysters and they were like HUGE. and yes i ate them raw. with PINK champagne. I think pink champagne is the cutest beverage.

so i stuffed myself silly with pasta in pesto (made frm scratch) and vanilla ice cream with homemade strawberry jam!!!!! Rachel's mom made some and she gave me a jar.

cannot wait for trials to be over. I want to finally buy myself bobby brown gel eyeliner! and stuff myself silly @ lemon garden.

maybe friendship is overrated and you're better off with only one or two close friends whilst keeping the rest at arm's length?

I dunno anymore.

All men lead lives of quiet desperation. haha I think its because deep down inside

they know the insignificance of their existence

and in the end, we are all alone.and it scares them

so all we need to do is accept the insignificance of our existence and somehow come to terms with it then we won't live lives of quiet desperation???? maybe we should experiment on somebody. sorry, ranting a bit here. and i have no idea who 'we' is.

Yan â¥ 1:35 pm link to post 0 comments

Sunday, September 17, 2006

I just ran on the tread mill.
I excercised.
something's wrong.
But it felt good.
was mega stressed.

so I ran.

and its like the movie where they said when you run you're in this place where nothing bad can touch you. and if you could just push yourself a little bit faster, a little bit further, everything will be okay.

and now i'm so tired i'm just going to pop off to bed and re-revise tomorrow.
wish we had study tips for bio.
Or just one essay tip.
anything.

This is unfair. Through experience, i think some boys I've known bitch more than girls do.

so maybe it balances the status quo. but i like the pic

The only thing that matters in life is intention.

random quote

brain shutting down

good luck with trials to all you bodies out there!!!

Yan â¥ 12:23 pm link to post 0 comments

Sunday, September 10, 2006

To quote Gavin's msn thingy : Give me the strength to do not only what I can but what I must.

Only a million chapters to go
zero time
and the will power of a gnat.

sometimes i wish spm were next week instead of trials so we can get it over with asap.

Finagle's Law of Dynamic Negatives (also known as Finagle's corollary to Murphy's Law) is usually rendered:

Anything that can go wrong, will—at the worst possible moment
One variant (known as O'Toole's Corollary of Finagle's Law) favored among hackers is a takeoff on the second law of thermodynamics (also known as entropy):

The perversity of the Universe tends towards a maximum.

Great.

Yan â¥ 2:23 pm link to post 0 comments

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Slough of Despond- i am in it, that is

we all became less interesting when we discovered that language could disguise our true feelings and thoughts.

I read that somewhere today and I thought it was so true.

was thinking of prom theme, if we dont do vogue(red black silver), we could do a midsummer's night dream (green, gold, cream, white, roses, fairy lights)

Just some stuff I found. I like the whole twinkling lights and drapes idea. and the icon-y thing is cool too. could use for ticketing or something.

Dunno why i went to school today when i've still got some poxies. was MEGA horrid.

First the blasted train stops at masjid jamek for like half an hour which made me MAJORLY LATE

THEN i walk onto the basketball court during assembly WHILE doing up my tie and was called by phat pee to go on stage.

great.

apparently he had a big hissy fit about doing ties on assembly grounds on monday.

and now i've got a humungous pile of homework and must study some more =(

should've stayed at home where I was remotely happy.

was nice to see everyone again though. after like half a month

Dunno whats wrong with me. everything just seems so opressive and energy sucking.

I just want to hangout and do nothing again like in lower form. like sarah said.

looks like there's not much chance of that anymore. too bad we didn't know it had to end.

we thought it would last forever.

must go do homework.

hang in there hclers.

the solution will come to us. it wouldn't dare not to. we'll make our own magic.

and it will not involve talking about it (not that much anyway)

and please come back bee. it would be pointless without you.

Yan â¥ 12:17 pm link to post 0 comments