second star to the right::straight on till morning

2008-06-03T12:47:00.004Z

People only turn to God when they find that they're foundations have been shaken.
Only to find that it is God who is shaking their founations.
harhar. maybe this is one of them times.
exams sucked.
couldnt sleep all night. again.
went to school awake but brain was off.
didnt turn on during exams. whats new.
Dont wana let ms Mo down but i think i already did.
Pls God just give me an a
i know i dont deserve it but just GIVE IT TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks. i wish i could tell you that i will never ask for anything else again but i know that would be a lie. ok just gimme the a and i wont ask for anything else in the next 12 months or so. Plus I'll be real good and do some form of charitable work. Unfortunately, bartering is not how the system works. hm. unfortunately for whom.
I think I want to be dead but i dont want to die. or not. dunno la
I wish one could just open a packet of econs. Open the little sachet of A flavouring. shake it about a bit. Eat the Econs. Then get an A.
Like when I'm too tired to shower I wish one could just open a packet of shower add some water and TADA one magically becomes clean, smelling and feeling good. Comes in a zillion flavours. If signs of allergy persist after use please consult your doctor.

2008-06-01T02:00:00.006Z

Could not sleep till four last night. Was lying aimlessly in bed frm 12-4.

and woke up at nine.

should have done something productive. like read econs.

omg its june.

Last exeat was mega fun! (er...think it was a coupla weeks ago)

Nadia stayed over and we went SHOPPING!!! for like almost 12 hrs.

ate sushi. drank champagne. sat around random places to take pictures. took sticker pictures.

would post them up but

LAPTOP SCREEN IS FRIED so it has gone into repair.

dunnohowithapened. stupidacer. stupidtaiwanesemadelaptops.

managed to save one picture. evidently we arent very good at taking sticker pictures. or decorating them. was just randomly jabbing at icons on screen and trying to make out the chinese characters amongst all that japanese. shouldve taken some pointers frm lynn. too late now.

am on a very unproductive study leave.

how did i ever manage to study for 7 - 8 subjects when 2 alone are killing me???

no drive to study (whats new). went shopping + lunching at telawi for past two days. =( =(

luckily managed to swallow some chapters for econs.

am probably screwed for maths. i really hope not.

weird things: watched a movie in which nicole kidman was fingering herself. ate nasi lemak with oysters. It wasnt bad but it wasnt great. just a bit bizarre. like bacon flavoured ice-cream.

am quite excited about prom. dunno why. i think it was ever since i heard about the sparkling apple juice fountain thing! hope the food is yummay.

want to buy those mega long cigarette filter things. like cruella de vile. no luck so far. i was so desperate i went into davidoff-and they didnt stock any. havana next.

going to grab myself some brekkie. toodles!

2008-05-13T12:27:00.003Z

finished antony and cleo yesterday.
was quite hard i think. hope it turns out okay in the end.
just realised that the u6 page is just another way of dividing ourselves.
but ppl were more interested to know what group they're in. haha. the irony.
dont blame them. i dont think i would have been any different.
i didnt see it as a way of dividing everybody, just a way of presenting our form.
because we thought a collage would be terribly passe.
i guess if anybody from school reads this (only some iri chicks i think) i just want them to know that being in any of the groups does not have any negative connotations. or at least dolly and i created every group without any negative intentions. its not a social label, a way of defining you,or a way for us to put anybody down. because only you can define yourself and how you are to be remembered. pffft to social labels. it dont matter which group you're in and the more important thing is that you're part of the table right? not everybody is prominent but each one is significant-same theory applies i guess. anyway if nobody agrees with me then-sucks for you! haha cos you'll have to remain unhappy. in the long run, nobody will remember this anyway, we're not that important. in the longer run, we would all be dead.
study leave next week. exeat this weekend.
who could ask for more?
except we have extra englit nd maths classes.
whoopy.
am surprisingly quite excited about eca night even though we are about to make strumpets of ourselves. again. nothing new there. maybe its because there are more people this time.

2008-05-07T13:35:00.002Z

C4 trials today.
URGH.
i hope i get more than...5 marks or something...
need to come up with super lazy+stupid proof studyplan.
want to go Dj tiesto thing but got englit on Mon =( =(
i wish i liked maths. dont even need to be mega good at it.
just to like it.
so studying wont be such a chore.
and remembering maths formulaes wont be so hard.
my brain only has 100mb space, unfortunately/(fortunately??haha)

let me upgrade 'ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aisya 'omg all these cina's are taking over the world!! COME ON INDIAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!'
lol

2008-05-04T09:09:00.003Z

5 day exeat almost at an end. where did the four days go to?????????????

only started studying 3 hrs ago.

am taking a break already.

sometimes i get so sick of studying i think i should just go get married.

but then i'd have to look for somebody to marry me. huge hastle.

and what if i dont like being married afterall. tough one to get out of in a jiffy.

so maybe its easier to just go do c3 and c4. and econs essays. and englit essays.

hm.

except i keep thinking hkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhk!!!!! =D =(

dhoodles is getting extended exeat and isnt coming back till weds.

am so jealous =(

bought wolly her prom dress yesterday. it was the last s of that dress in the whole country i think. and luckily for her, it was on that mannequin!

watched the jack neo movie..er.. ahlong pte ltd or something.

a typical jack neo movie = tragedy-ish +comedy

i only wish it wasnt so.....predictable.

quite good for laughs. no need to apply brain while watching.

was thinking of getting a job during hols n two weeks before school finishes.

need to fund my hk shopping, uk shopping and curls and..er...miscellaneous entertainment expenses, so to speak. will be working with ayeen, hopefully. to boost my morale. and so i wont give up work after two days.

went for BV branded sale yesterday. it was so packed i got a headache and lost my mood to shop.The shoe selection was great! but clothes were soso. didnt see anything i really wanted to buy.

want ferragamo varina flats. balenciaga motorcycle bag. need a big bag.

Vincci plus made a copy of them varina flats but i didnt like their buckle. looks too....uptight.

dont wana go back to school =( =( =( =(

gtg study fir c3 test tmr.

sorry i sound so duh and boring.

i think its the humid wearther. and the prospect of c4 test.

2008-04-29T14:02:00.002Z

GOING. WITH STEPH.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOW AM i GONNA GET ANY STUDYING DONE NOW???!!

2008-04-29T13:35:00.005Z

Supposed to be studying.

Hm.

Horrible week.

Had to rush the u6 page in yrbook.

I had lots of fun though.

and learnt lots about photoshop.

did mugshots.

go checkout the slideshow on facebook tau? The pictures are pretty!

Had some trouble getting everyone to come though.

was totally worth it in the end.

dolly n i were total workaholics.

go to school: take pictures

after school: start editing

go home: turn on skype and work some more

repeat process for about a week.

I even dreamt about photoshopping and my brain somehow thought of the page layout while i was sleeping.

ooh and i came across some mega cute (and random) comics with dragons on them

The last one's my favourite one!

Guess their titles!!!

Just guess la...................................................

ok the first one's called :a dragon catching a monkey up to no good, second one is : a monkey pirate crossing a bridge over some dragons, and the last one is:

a dragon discussing a dachshund with a group of alligators !!!!!! lol

so cute right???????????????????????????

very excited cos exeats tmr. Can finally sleep long time! and er....do some form of studying i suppose. cant wait for exams to be freaking over!!!!!!! especially..........INTERGRATION!!! HOW DARE IT EVEN EXIST???!!! I'M OFFENDED BY ITS MERE PRESSENCE IN THE SYLLABUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

boarding school has a way of making you look and or feel homeless. read that somewhere. not sure if i agree.

2008-04-13T04:23:00.002Z

Hey girls!
am back from being dead..
Last day of Easter break. URGH.
but i think i kind of like school and secretly want to go back.
Have done nothing for two weeks except shop and go to melaka.
Actually make that - have done nothing for four months except shop and do a couple of exams.
no work done and i think everything's due on Tuesday. nothing new there. i think this has happened to me every single holiday since...form one?
Sorry have been unable to meet anybody over the last couple of months. March was mega busy cause of my cousin's wedding and stuff. They both live in shanghai now. which makes yan a very happy bunny cause can buy lots of cheap stuff. she bought me four tiaras!!!!!!!!! =D
and yeah (referring to sarah's post) I miss school.....maybe less than sarah does though.
cause i kinda am in school.
but i miss being in school in the city. taking lrt and going klcc after school. going to mcd's-whenever. and most of all i guess i miss the feeling that school life was going to last forever-five years does seem a long time. until it came and went.
while it happened there was a kind of...security, blissful ignorance etcetc
After form five its just more like life in super forwarded mode.
and of course, the people. we all move in different circles now.
not that its a bad thing. just different. and sometimes one misses the old familiarity.

lets go watch the sex and the city movie. MUST ok?
hopefully it comes out when steph is back.

In some ways i think we kind of wasted our last year together. Being emo over what seemed like a colossal problem that will actually just go away - provided we're all big enough to let it go.
I dont even really remember what it was about.
we could have done so much more.
we waste chances to be together. i.e. not going out after honours day. so stupid of us kan?
now we have almost nil time to be together.
but no matter, whats done is done.
we'll just have to make the best of what we have.

going to sunway pyramid. am my sister's driver. haha.
if you're free, go buy dvd for Be Kind, Rewind ok???????????
Numbah One stupid + uplifting movie.
has my highest recommendations

2008-01-09T15:21:00.000Z

so its a new year
and i havent blogged in ages. nothing new.
Sometimes i think the only thing happy about the new year is that the world didnt end last year.
haha.
was fun meeting up for dinner etc.etc..
cant believe we left school a year ago. am surprised at how often i think about the stupid things we did and how different yet the same school is now.
taking the lrt everywhere. esp to mcd's
complaining about stanley. pretending to have duty to skip assembly.
abdul rahim doing silat in class.haha. choreographing dances.
revolting against prefects and not getting out of canteen.cats.
Stating ourselves to be antiprefects even though like most of them were our friends.
writing reports for liber meetings.more cats.
Going on lame school trips but later finding that we're enjoying ourselves immensely.
Being afraid of dev. Making fun of dev. hiding books. stealing library books.
Why dont i remember doing any homework??

Should be reading Translations. but its so-freaking-BORING.
Think I'm stuck in some kind of rut.
need some kind of change.
any suggestions? if anybody even reads this anymore. will work something out.
soon.
emoism is overrated.
Everybody should work on being 70% less emo.ok?

2007-11-20T08:22:00.001Z

Finally the end of exams and school play!!!!!!!!!!!
Still two more weeks before holidays though.
Was kind of hectic juggling studying for AS and going for rehearsals. I hope I dont have to retake. Econs was kind of like hard.
Oh wait. I forgot. I have S2 trials next week. URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Been sleeping less lately. I think my sleep quota is now down to eight to ten hours instead of fifteen XD
Want to try j.co doughnuts. I heard they taste like krispy kremes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Might be going on a road trip to penang at the end of the year. woohoo!
I wish going to the right university wasnt so important. So I can pick them based on prettiness and historcal value instead of course ranking etc..Plus competition getting in wouldnt be half as bad. Sort of like perfect competition but fot universities. Economists should totally have thought of this earlier. Then the suicide rate of students in Asia might like -decrease!
Ok this post sounds totally like incoherent thoughts. Something like what virginia woolf would write except a billion times less depressing.
Oh the tuanku came for the school play wearing a bright yellow blazer. He's this mega diva, he brought bodyguards and people to flatten the carpet before he steps on any spot, plus----his own waiters!!!!!!!!!!!! zomg. Luckily he's some old man so its remotely acceptable.
The prefects had to wait on the other parents so that the finance dept can save a few bucks and not hire real waiters. The bursar gave them some waitering for dummies course. haha.
See you guys soon!!!!!!!!!! when steph gets back. which is like tomorrow.

2007-10-28T14:48:00.000Z

Am in school on a Sunday night.
ew.
Its raining here.
I like sleeping because I have loveleee/bizarre/interessant dreams.
But I sometimes wish I could enjoy sleeping while I was sleeping.
and not after I've been rudely woken up and realise the horrible reality that I'm awake while appreciating being asleep.
Want to try the double chicken mcdeluxe!!!!!!! So I don't have to make my fry burger anymore!

2007-10-26T09:40:00.000Z

Hey Kids!
dont really have time to update, going for dinner soon.
Been like very unmotivated to do anything lately.
Want to buy Dior Addict Shine.
Have decided that I want to be Mad , Bad and Dangerous To Know
like Lord Byron! so I'll be Lord Yan.
Poetry is the new religion. haha.
Romantic poets are so cute! I just want to give them all a big hug! especially Keats and coleridge.
If you're REALLY REALLY REALLY, like REALLY REALLY BORED
try this quiz:
http://www.notdoppler.com/theimpossiblequiz.php

it'll take over your life. But make sure you have lots of time + lameness and preferably somebody to do it with.
Think have become sleepoholic. I can just sleep when I'm not even tired.
Slept like 13 hrs a day during raya break. dude.
Speaking of which raya trip was MEGA FUN!!!!
25 crazy U6 kids + 7 cars + 7houses = One heck of a day!!!!
We should do the car convoy/scary driving/ switching 3 lane across thing soon
or at least again if not so soon.
I even bought a kurung to go to in! Its the loveliest shade of tangerine.

Q: If the lenses in our eyes makes everything smaller and upside down, how does our brain know how to flip it back up and enlarge it??? Or is the world really big and upside down? How do we know which side is the right side up?

Watched stranger than fiction. Lovely movie.Makes one think.
Want to watch stardust. so maybe its a fluffy love story about fluffy people but heck, i guess its a NICE fluffy story.

Mummy got me T-bar shoes custom made and are mega shint for my interview and for school!!! am so excited to get them. think am addicted to shoes too. and perfume. hmm.

and how is everybody in the real world doing? Hey steph I miss you. what are you up to these days? and how dare steffie run off on two holidays within two months. I'm sure there are regulations against such pure folly. heehee.
Made in Nadiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. lets go for dinner now. am hungry.

2007-10-01T13:19:00.001Z

Finally -an end to a recklessly stressful week.Had to choreograph a 'kenyan' dance in a matter of days.'Debate' with the principal. It was more like ' THE PUBLIC MASSACRE AND HUMILIATION OF THE ECONOMICS TEAM FROM MR.SURESH's CLASS'. The format was positively kafkesque.It was ugly. The blood was just - urgh everywhere. Then right after the debate was my interview with WAJ.

Yet another round of being shot to smithereens.

Then came IU day and had to juggle between Interact and school musical.

Thank god its all over now.

Came home at one in the morning on sat and slept till seven in the evening on Sunday. Where has my weekend gone??!!

Cannot wait for mid-term break next week.Need to start studying =( =( =(Went to get new bank accounts with daddy today. I now officially exist in the eyes of society.Banks have these bizarre rules that are positively discriminatory.They told me I couldn't get a current account because I'm a student. So I cant use my money to trade or own chequebooks. =(. So I split everything up into fixed deposit accounts and a student savings account and I asked for one of them piggy bank things because I thought they were cute. But the bank lady wouldn't give me one because i'm over eighteen!!!!!!!!! URGH!!!!I guess in society teenagers are in a rather awkward situation. Not yet eligible for some stuff but too old for other stuff. So annoying. Supposed to be doing elit and econs essays. but i just cant bring myself to start. surprise surprise.

If we just close our eyes

And dance around the floor.

That gay old fashioned way

That makes me love you more

2007-09-21T11:35:00.000Z

Being in boarding school makes you addicted to sleep.
When I wake up and consider whether or not I want to go for breakfast,
I calculate how much more sleep I can get. If its not worth it, I won't go. Or if I get up early enough, I then calculate how much more sleep I can get after I come back from breakfast.
Then in class I cant wait for free periods so I can sleep and sleep during break.
During those rare moments when the teacher gives us a break, half the class goes to sleep.
After lunch, we sleep. Even if its only for twenty minutes.
When school ends, we try to sleep for at least fifteen minutes before going for Eca.
Then I sleep after dinner, before showering.
At prep, keep thinking of how much I'd rather be sleeping.
Then after second prep -whew! I can officially sleep!!!!!
but : I cant sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then I feel like eating/ going online etc.
....the next day....... ooking tired........repeat sleep cycle.

got to change this.

think am stressed a little.
poof debates!!!!

Take me to a place so holy,
that I can wash this from my mind.

2007-09-19T02:20:00.000Z

Hello Bodies!

I love free periods cause you can do useless things like this.

Things have been very hectic lately. Its like being out of breath all the time.

When I wake up, everything's in slow mo but then becomes fast forward after breakfast till like eleven at night.

Wasn't feeling terribly well yesterday: Woke up at nine, then couldn't stop eating and being frus till after break. when i put on my perfume (dior addict 2!!!) to go to class, the smell made me feel like throwing up!!

First thought : OMG I'm PREGNANT!!!

but wait, you cant just get pregnant whenever.

If I walk inside drains all the time, the probability of me falling into a drain would be zero! and I can only fall OUT of the drain. haha. am lame.

Did some research on Keynes yesterday for Mr.Jones.

I LOVE keynes!!!! he has this eyore like pessimism thats just charming.

i.e. He scored the lowest for economics in class and said 'Apparently I know more about economics than my teachers'

...and his most famous quote: In the long run, we're all going to die anyway

haha

oh. and he married a ballerina!!!!

Sorry I dont blog much. sometimes its because I have nothing to say, but most of the time its because its like whatever I say will decrease in value to me once it is put into words. Like the words don't do it justice or something. Or maybe i just have communication problems. Oh and I've just discovered that I can bluetooth my pictures from phone to laptop. After two freaking years. am not too great with technology. Now I can show you the back of my backless dress!! Think Elsa has been pestering me for a bit.

2007-09-10T12:04:00.000Z

Finally finished most of uni apps
Spent more then twelve Hrs in sixth form centre.
Urgh.
Finally house singing is over and I can have my life back.
Have been living in school for the past three weeks =( =(
We wo

Yan : Omg Pavarotti is dead!! How is this like possible??!! etc. etc.
Lam : hunh? who is pavaloti????
lol

Hve to get started on those econs essays

I sometimes believed in as many as six impossible things before breakfast
-Alice in Wonderland-

2007-08-23T13:20:00.000Z

Can blog in school now cause I've finally gotten my laptop registered.
Don't know why it took me eight months.
am exhausted by school, but then again i think so is every upper sixer.
Still haven't done personal statement. Dont know whats wrong with me.
am getting stupider as well. Hardly know anything in econs.
am supposed to have done 'extensive research' over the holidays.
Cant remember anything that i learnt from stats2 last term.
thank god exeat is next friday. i think everybody (except them geniuses) needs time off to catch up with school work.
House singing every night till eleven.
that reminds me, have to start making props for house singing.
Does anyone know how to make a lamp post without it turning out to be completely retarded??
Was writing my CV thingy that has to be mailed to tutor and i realised - I HAVE NO ACHIEVEMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everybody else seems to have lists and lists of achievements i.e. best student award, best physics student award, prize winner of national chemistry quiz(didn't know that existed), best this, best that, and best this two years in a row.
am best at nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!
except maybe shopping.elsa, steph, stef and I would tie.
except shopping isn't really a subject even though it should be (look at all the ugly over priced things people are buying, urgh)
and I can er occassionally produce a decent essay
so up till now have achieved nothing in life. and a quarter of it almost gone! should i be worried?
and sometimes I think I miss being around people like me. Someday, you Help people might understand this. or you might not. New friends are great and everything but once in a while you need people who are on the same wavelength-not that they're not,just that the brand is not the same.
was described today as 'proper (mr.suresh)' and 'twinkle twinkle (sitimai)'. NOt sure if they're too flattering har har.
Gtg to stare at some econs

2007-08-19T10:52:00.000Z

Wants it =( =( stupid kate moss. Why does the dress have to be so floweringly expensive just cause its by her????
House night was mega FUN!!!!!
Haha we went to the ROyal London Circus! while the other houses stayed in school or went to kampungs or jaya juscoes.
We were stuffed silly with cotton candy and oogled shamelessly at the hot boy on the trapeeze.
Almost cried when the baby elephant came out though =( =( =(, Nurul being on activist mode was yelling 'FREE THE ANIMAL!!!!'
Nadia spent lots of time with her mouth hanging open or yelling at the acts.
Circus = Physics Live
Staying in school for the next two to three weeks for house singing. We're singing our own version of Spider Pig, cause I think pig is non-halal?
One of the main differences that I find between being in ktj and wms is that in wms people take an effort to dress up more. The biggest difference is that in wms when you're slightly over-dressed nobody gives you sh*! for it or says anything to make you feel bad because either they know its not nice or they know the next time it could be them-thanks guys! Ok just needed to get that out of my system.
Plus, in econs we learn that it is socially efficient to look nice all the time because the social benefits outweigh the private benefits by far.
Haven't even thought of writing personal statement. Somebody inspire me please.....

2007-08-12T13:40:00.000Z

Back to school tomorrow =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =(

Had lots of fun yesterday.

Thank you all for coming.

Eating till we souldn't get up and leave

Being so scared of the blasted movie and laughing at how scared and the absurdity of it all

driving and singing at the top of our lungs at three in the morning

Looking to drive by Sher's house but was blocked by security

talking till five

eating instant noodles and cornetto.

Things we dreamt of doing in highschool but never did.

was awesome.

2007-08-05T07:34:00.000Z

Cant believe its August.
Where did the year go?
Still have zero inspiration for personal statement. Urgh. Wish it wasn't THAT important.
Cant think of any reasons as to why they should pick me.
Have to go back to school in a couple of weeks =( =(
Strangely, methinks I'll miss my job. The lovely little kids make up for the boring report writing. Plus, I get paid!
was really bored at work the other day (last tuesday?) cause I was leaving for s'pore at night so the day seemed REALLY REALLY loooooooooooonnnnnnnngggggggggggggg. So I sms-ed some random people to tell me one thing about them i dont know. So here's some: (dont know if any of them mind me putting it up)

Dolly - has a scar on forehead that gets red when she's angry (she's got bangs so its hidden)
Aina- used to like shakir
Lynnie- really likes kangkung belacan
Sarah- is scared of being possessed (think emily rose) in the dark
Stef- has cut her hair. again. and has a white extension hanging from it
Elsa- lies. ALOT. Mainly when there's lots of work to be done.
Grouchy-'s birthday is on the 17th of april
Adeline- weighs 50kgs
nurul- has a diary
Geraldine- plays the viola
Yih Lin - cannot break eggs properly into pan without having it sprinkled with bits of shell
Sip chen- cleverly diverted from topic
Wei Yang- is scared of bugs
Su Yen- loves pralines and ice-cream
Qing - watches anime with her dad
Asher- brushes his teeth twice a day and plays online chess but no he does not read them books about how to win in two moves
Way Wrong - has just ruined his glasses and went to get new ones even though he never wears them anyway. he also shops with his mum.
Yih Wei - thinks I'm nuts. not really.
Cass-'s eyepower has increased to 225
Rachel - thinks she's become kiasu
Aisyah- is horny right now. not really. She REALLY wants a Boyfriend. whom she loves. and loves her back. (har har dont we all)
Ruth- has changed her mind about being unhappy if she ever woke up to be an onion
Jianhan - is studying ausmat at sunway
J.Lo- is amazed that I have his number at all
Kwee loong- Is a Very Serious Person. In everything that he does. Seriously. he just found out.
Jianhua-is not lame (a real shocker)
Wei jin - says i know nothing about him anyway except for where he lives.
Jia Shyuan- drinks chinese tea for fun

Going shopping! Hope i dont lose my way on those mtr things. see you girls on friday!

If you all don't mind could I have a look at your personal statements just to see what kind of track i should be on? am so blank at the mo.

2007-07-22T14:05:00.000Z

Back from OBS and am working at Bilden

Mom's idea.

She made me turn down an internship at an investment firm.

I don't see how this is a better move but what's done is done.

OBS was GREAT!!!!Except that it made me MEGA BLACK, SUNBURNED, PUNCTURED WITH THORNS EVERYWHERE, BRUISED, and LEECH BITTEN. I should come with a label that says 'for inddor use only, minimal contact with wilderness' I kind of miss it a little though. Every school should make it compulsory for the form that will be graduating the following year. You learn so much about your friends and all prelimary assumptions/prejudices/justdontlikethepresonisms just kind of fall away into acceptance with the promise of eventual friendship. Which is definitely better than being close to strangers.and I discovered that I can like kayak!!!!!!! cause if you dont already know I have zero ability to do any sport. was an amazing feeling. Maybe sports does inspire confidence. probably not though.

My luggage got taken away by mistake by someone else and I haven't really calculated the costs. but its roughly:

1 pair of Tough jeans

5 jazz pants

1 esprit pants

1 LV toiletry bag

1 shu uemura eyelash curler

1 pair shu uemura fake eyelashes

2 pairs brand new tennis skirts/shorts (skorts??)

11 T-shirts

1 body shop triple eye shadow

1 La Mer face masque

paper undies

8 bras

1 Esprit dress

thats all I can remember for now. I'm sure there's more though. Am practically casual clothes-LESS now. oh and I brought all the makeup for Indian dance NOT OBS. I hope whoever took my luggage returns it.

So I went for OBS with literally nothing but the clothes on my back and my other bag which had:

3 white fluffy towels

1 toothbrush

1 hair iron!!!! =)

1 Bobbi Brown gel eyeliner

1 torch

1 bottle of sulfur

1 I.C.

1 pair of extra shoes

1 face sunblock

bare essentials

was surprisingly calm about it though
and was sort of a mixed blessing cause then I only had to borrow clothes and not lug my impossible luggage all the way, especially during the land bloody expedition. and you find out how helpful your friends really are. When everybody offered to lend me random stuff at the same time in the common room I was really touched. Even some guys offered to lend me clothes if the situation got dire. So no i didn't have to wear towels all the way.

Unfortunately we were hit by a wave of CONJUNCTIVITIS and lots of us had to leave.

oh boo =(

List of Casualties

haha some conjuncts came back to surprise them on the BBQ night thingy though. Even though it took us (me and nadia) lots of effort to even want to go I'm glad we went back.but now its back to real life and work. urgh. I seriously dont know how I can ever do this whole 9 to 5 thing . urgh urgh urgh. But teaching the kids is really something. They're so refreshing and exhausting at the same time.

Had a great time with steph even though i only got to see her for like 3 days =( =(

Going to singapore then china in august .cant wait to get out of here! am going to blow all my money on shoes, perfume, wonka bars and more birthday presents. which are LONG Overdue. sorry guys =(

speaking of which, HAPPY BIRTHDAY again Elsa!!!! I hope you and whatshisname(moogie?) are very happy together etc. etc. and you get to do dentistry in australia not uk etc.etc.will post pictures on face book.everybody who does not have facebook. it is imperative that you get one now!!!

Oh and I went to SETIAWAN (the place where Mr.shih is from and wrote his book about) and I met a FOOCHOW!!!!!!! (as in the Foochows of setiawan)Actually, they're both in my Math class but i only just found out that they're foochows. One of them's from sibu though. was SO excited at the prospect of meeting a foochow. but i think they were a little freaked out by my enthusiasm . One of them even owns mr.shih's book!! (he hasn't read it though)

Setiawan

FooChow #1 who graciously drove us around and lent us the hospitality of his home when we returned to OBS FOOCHOW#2 who was er driven around a lot by FOOCHOW#2apparently there are only two foochow settlements in malaysia - sibu and setiawan haha. Met specimens from both!

me and roomie sam what L6-ers look like after 9 days of uluness

sand castle building conjuncts
you cant see where we're looking !

Noodles and pam taking out the trash. just thought it looked like a scene from one of them merdeka ads

at steph's luau where we cleared to bottles of vodka! Btw. Lychee liquer. is beyond YUM

2007-06-29T14:06:00.000Z

am off to OBS tomorrow after speech day.heh. OBS isn't a killjoy,more like a kill life.10 days of holiday to be wasted in the wilderness of nowhere =( =( packing is such a hassle. but i'm secretly excited about it haha.
these are some pictures frm mufti day and swimming gala (we won!). I was kind of school sick on Mufti day after listening to thetime of your life song (greenday) a million times the night before so I wore the wesley uniform to school. Lots of people thought it looked better than kay dee jay uniform.I ironed my hair straight to look like stereotype school person. Unfortunately i could not achieve the straightened hair look (darn).
watched twelfth night instead of having lit class today. was hilarious.
I bought 400gms of m&m's for tomorrow. I hope its enough =*

2007-06-27T09:09:00.000Z

so prom was fun even though i'm quote sarah'socially disabled' and had to sit with the band who's even more socially disabled than rah and i put together. some of them are alright as individuals but as a band---ugh.
and the food was YUM YUM- a sit down four course dinner- cold duck slad with cold mushrooms, wild mushroom soup, beef steak with potato cake and the piece de resistance----hazelnut cake with chocolate sauce!!!!!!! everything turned out better than i thought it would be.
and so did my exam results. i dont remember studying very hard but managed to like not flunk.
then there was interact installation which is very different from the wesley brand of installation:
no other schools were invited,attendance for members optional but compulsory for bod's, it was held in a yatch club in pd, there was bbq buffet dinner, it lasted about 6 hrs cause there was games on the beach (where i got mega black) and no interact shirt needed.
OBS starts on sat =( what a waste of six week holiday. less time to be spent with steph in her lovely new abode =( =(
went shopping for OBS on sun- was amazed buy the quantity of 10 dollar tee shirts they actually have on the market-several of them featuring tiara's or the words 'princess' -perfect for me. dont have to worry boutwearing ugly clothes. maybe i can iron them with my straightener when i get there (if they're not completely banned, that is)
cant believe nadia's leaving right after obs grwr. so wanted to bring her to maison with steph.
not looking forward to working over the summer. plus i have to write my personal statement. am terrible at selling myself. maybe i'll do it during solo camping!
Indian dance is really fun (when miss pathma's in a good mood) but its mega tiring and tera hot.
gtg read captain corelli's mandolin. are u guys doing the same book for lit? read it anyway. its sooo coooool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! de berniere rocks! his randomness just really speaks to me.
oh yesterday for lit we had to plan how we would shoot shakespeare's antony and cleopatra (lighting,cast,camera angles etc.) for hw and we casted gongli as cleo! haha

p.s. sleepover after obs??

2007-06-02T16:30:00.000Z

this just really reminded me of the stuff we used to see in Geography textbooks. I believe the fluffy light ones on left corner are called sirius clouds? no idea

brighter than sunshine

staring in awe during phantom.(so it wasn't taken during the show but apparently i looked like that the throughout)

phantom

Before phantom

Dont really get what this ad is trying to do =.=i

ye olde faithful ixus

a camera and two bored people

A baby starbucks

ADUHLYNE!!!!!!!!!NAdia doing her 'ugly face'

2007-05-30T14:16:00.000Z

haha this is what aduhlyne sent me and nadia

hey R. i have this other friend called yan. well, i dont actually know her that well. but she did this bulletin thingy and i immediately thought of sendin it 2 u and farhine.Subject: Ahahaha Retard-O-meter Message:

[x ] You have screamed at an inanimateobject for 'hurting' you.

[x] You have ran into a glass/screendoor.

[ ] You have jumped out of a movingvehicle.

[x] You have thought of somethingfunny and laughed, then people gaveyou weird looks.

[ ]You have ran into a tree/bush.

[ ] You have been called a blonde

[ ] You know that it IS possible tolick your elbow

[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.

[x] You never knew that the Alphabetand Twinkle Twinkle Little Star hadthe same melody

[x] You just sang them to make sure.

[x ] You have tripped on your own feetand fallen.

[x] You have choked on your own spit.

[x] You have seen the Matrix and stilldon't get it.

[x] You type with three fingers orless.

[x ] You have accidentally caughtsomething on fire.

[ ] you tried to drink out of a straw,but it went into your nose.

[] You have caught yourself drooling.

[x] You have fallen asleep in class

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking

[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about

[x ] People often shake their heads andwalk away from you.

[ ]You are often told to use your "inside voice"

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.

[ ]You have eaten a bug accidentally...

[x]You are taking this test when youshould be doing something more important.

[ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn'trealize it.

[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.[ ] You have reposted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.

[x ]You break a lot of things.

[x ]You tilt you're head when you're confused.

[x] You have fallen out of your chairbefore.

[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.

[x] The word "um" is used

[ ] You dont know what "um" means.(

[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot

.[ x] You used a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

Total: 24
Take your total and multiply it by fourand repost it as I'm.....% retarded.

dunno how multiply by four works so.....didn't bother with the percentage.
spent the whole of hols making the prom king/queen/prince/princess sashes URGH
have to cut out letter by letter on felt.
so frus
but it looks super nice
seems like almost everything i do is D.I.Y nowadays
will post pictures i took later/tomorrow/never
Happy birthday rah&beebs
I watched BATTLE ROYALE!!!!
Its REALLY cool!!!...once you get used to all the killing
sorry I haven't been in touch.
Its hard to be-all the time I mean
or maybe I'm just making excuses
I can't tell the difference anymore.
oh and i found BIBGGER diamond hoops!!!!! haha!!3 inches in diameter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but someone stole my old ones =(
Let's go for tea at Brown's

2007-05-18T05:36:00.000Z

Hey guys
I finally have just a wee bit of time to tell you that I'm alive. Hey steph!!!
Life's been a trifle more hectic than it should over the past month what with family weddings clashing with preparation of exams (next week!!!!), ECA night, house night, Hen's night blargh blargh blargh
I also happen to be swamped with unfinished essays and C1 papers (urgh)
Download this song called Bring Me Flowers by hope. or any songs by her for that matter. They sound really yummy. Like butterscotch. I meant her voice not the lyrics.
Congratulations to nunu for getting jpa scholarship but is going to reject it.
some people dont know how lucky they are.
It seems that everyone is applying for some scolholarship or other. maybe i should.
gtg for econs
got test
bye

2007-04-14T03:34:00.000Z

I got my shu uemura fake eyelashes!!!!!!!!!!

I bought the super thick but not too thick ones to go with my lengha!I

I really wanted the diamente ones but the lady said its out of stock =( Nevermind. I'll buy them next time. I also stupidly asked her to put them on for me cause I was overly excited about them. Big mistake. The second I walked out of the store lots of people were staring like crazy. Some insane girl actually stuck her face into my face to get a better look. gee whiz. One might think one has never seen a body in fake lashes.

On the other hand, they look really cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its like having the lashes from a lancome mascara ad!!!!!!!!!!!! downside is, you cant wear your glasses with them on cause the lashes keep brushing against the lenses. I'd post the pictures that I took but bluetooth's not working.

Oh and I went back to school yesterday to get my spm results 'authenticated'.

and I just HAD to bump into -----------------GOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh. totally ruined my day. But I was really nice and smiled and waved at her and everything because, really, I should be above scowling at her and making faces behind her back (check out all the ands haha)

then came the usual procedure of her interoggating me, asking where I study now, plans for future etc. then random silence................... I smile at her willing her to walk away

but no

she grabs my arm

stares intensely at me

and says

PLEASE REMEMBER ALL THE VALUES THAT WE HAVE TAUGHT YOU IN THIS SCHOOL.

pause

and you're looking very pretty. I almost didn't recognise you.

urgh urgh urgh

Obviously she thinks I'm running amok already. and she also thinks i was ugly before.

they're practicing for gymrama now.

some things never change.

school starts day after tomorrow.

yay.

2007-04-07T09:45:00.000Z

i just came back from the self healing/meditation thing.
i was MEGA BORED. almost died.
Turns out there's a part two tomorrow. urgh. my mom's such a con woman. she told me its only for two hours. TWELVE HOURS more-like. but you learn quite a bit.
when i was sitting and pretending to be meditating, i was thinking:
lets say you're in some incredibly boring class i.e. double bio (yuck). thats four hours for HELP-ERS and three hours for steph when she was in mlc. and you pick yourself apart atom by atom. no pain larh, just lots of time and er....a very tiny needle +super microscopic eyesight.
At the end of the lesson, you wouldn't be you anymore - just a pile of atoms.
So the question is: what makes you ,you???

oh and megan told me aussie time's same as m'sian one now because something like daylight saving days are over. heehee so cute. so if i forward time by three hours i get to save some energy??????????????
she lives in a place called Sugarloaf Close where she now bakes cookies with names like apricot rocks and rice bubbles! Before this, she couldn't even fry an egg. Apparently its cause all the year 11 kids can cook and she was an alien to the kitchen. sigh, peer pressure.
buggering off now to i dont know where with my con artist of a mom. then only going for dinner. I'm hungry =(

2007-04-06T23:43:00.000Z

if william blake were alive today, he'd make a lot of money being some anime artist or something. HIs etchings are really...........emotion evoking??? Idk what the right words are.

anyway, I had this really BIZARRE dream last night and i only remember snatches of it, but i remember lots of roses. we were in the school hall watching the school production. As in ktj hall but wms people. we're talking and waiting for the show to start. we were sitting on one of those high table and chair thingees like we did at qba and suddenly my principal (mr jones) walks over and shows me random pictures of him and his wife when they visited the states in the eighties. =.=i
then some time later, lynnie commits suicide, we're all seriously shaken by it. but her spirit still lingers and tlks to us, like one of those harry potter silvery things except lynn was in colour and covered in silver blood. Her mom comes, all hysterical , but her dad yells at her and goes all like "what the hell is wrong with you?????' but lynn's nonachalant (isthishowyouspellit?)
and one of my cousin sisters die. Doesn't realise she's dead. Everyone can see her spirit as well except me and elsa. We were so confused because when her car came, the door opened and closed, then all the windows of the car fogged up and then splats of blood appeared on the foggy windows.
I woke up feeling really confused because my head was where my feet were supposed to be. But I cant remember if i went to bed that way (yes I do that sometimes).

I talked to megan yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!! she's coming back in sept.
gotta bugger off for some stupid meditation thing my mom's making me go for.
urgh.
yesterday I went for an internship interview at Great Eastern Life.
The person who interviewd me was supposed to be somebody called LANCEY LIM.
haha I couldn't stop laughing when I found out and obviously she wasn't from a chinese school.
turned out she was on leave
I was so looking forward to meeting somebody named lancey. =(

2007-04-01T13:48:00.000Z

aren't chanel bags gorgeous??? why do they have to make them so pretty??

if they didn't, I wouldn't want them so bad and my life wouldn't be in total agony. =(

I'm supposed to be studying for the two weeks of my holiday but prospects of me actually studying look really bleak.

Today I went to my uncle's house for some pre-wedding ceremony thing for my cousin.Not sure what its actually called but there were lots of chinese cookies involved. and my teacher mr.suresh is getting married over the holidays as well...............in the school hall. haha

Cant wait for my cousin's hen's night!!!Its supposed to be a surprise so i'll blog about it later.

and nurul's not my roommie next term =( =( =(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at least I still have adeline (pronounced ehduhline (line as in line not lynn)) but its not the same without noodles and her noodle dance. I finally fixed my lAPtop so here are some pictures of bodies in my school

this is adeline and how i will always see her - painting. she's the only visual art student in her form, so she sits all awone in class sometimes..

me and other roomie wedad . she's constantly playing sims.................................

and this is noodles (nurul) mega smart kid who identifies with the nerd in me

nadia and anissa on anissa's birthday!!!!!!!!!!

us on social night

2007-03-28T14:44:00.000Z

ok dudes.
Benjamin Zephaniah.
is beyond cool.
I REALLY like his poems especially the white comedy (below). Its about the english language where the poet criticizes how in the english language black refers to like evil stuff and white to good stuff. ok, repeat the following in reggae beat and with caribbean accent.

w h i t e c o m e d y
(from: Propa Propaganda)
I waz whitemailed By a white witch,
Wid white magic An white lies,
Branded by a white sheep I
slaved as a whitesmith
Near a white spot
Where I suffered whitewater fever.
Whitelisted as a whiteleg
I waz in de white book
As a master of white art,
It waz like white death.
People called me white jack
Some hailed me as a white wog,
So I joined de white watch
Trained as a white guard
Lived off the white economy.
Caught and beaten by de whiteshirts
I waz condemned to a white mass,

Don't worry,

I shall be writing to de Black House.

© Benjamin Zephaniah 1995

lol. lit fest is really cool!!!! the workshops are great and we had a talk by a lady who was the personal advisor of the ex president/prime minister?? of prague!!! she wrote his biography.
apparently he was a playwright and she was one of his best friends. One day by some miracle,----he got the position!!!! she says it felt like a dream when she walked into the castle.
thats so like cool. I wish I could experience that in my lifetime. it was like this:
she and her friend were in the square and they announced the results and everyone (this is a czech urban tradition) took out their key rings and started jangling them(over 100 thousand key rings jangling, mind you) . she says it was like deafening chinese bells. she turned to her friend and said 'this is the best moment of our lives'. and her friend just nodded and wiped away tears. every event that followed felt like a new begining for her over and over again (before this, they were opressed).sigh.......................................................

2007-03-23T04:08:00.000Z

Picasso is a genius.

btw-thats my dog Leo (daschund)

The Senior play's tomorrow,

yay.

Going for Lit festival next weds and thurs.

you guys wana come?

Oh Steph I went to eat at Marmalade on Saturday.

Their foods yummy but comes in BIG portions.

banana and strawberry shake is absolutely delish.

Havent tried their cakes though

Maybe I will this Thursday! (lit festival is in BVII)

Gtg for lunch then econs

au revoir!

2007-03-21T06:13:00.000Z

So I decided to blog today instead of going to sleep before sports.
I'm joining step aerobics next term. cause their music sounds cool.
I have decided that I like having a sheltered life. that is sheltered so far.
and I think being sheltered doesn't always mean you're ignorant to everything.
Maybe you can see things beyond your shelter, just cant reach it.
Downside is : nobody reads books about sheltered lives.
thanks sarah for buying my books.
Been feeling weird lately.
Like I've lost myself and need to go on one of those self discovery things.
Which is weird because:
I've never felt like this before. I've always been sure of myself.
and
I dont know where to start.
But maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and it'll go away
Might go to see PTO in May.with school.
why dont you all go with rah??
Hey Steph sorry I never leave msgs on your blog anymore cause my school's server classifies it as : porn material/online gambling/illegal sites.
haha. its strangely befitting to your nature.(its a compliment)
I hope you're still sure of what your doing (unlike me).

I wish I was a genius.
Sometimes I feel unworthy of this scholarship. I know you all will go "of course you are etc." but its just the stress of always making sure that you do well. Not that I'm trying very hard. Maybe thats the problem : I try to try too hard and its flopped. All I need to do is try not to try.
am considering doing lit as a degree instead of econs. Dad's super against it though. says its not practical. *rolls eyes* I think malaysia is the only country left where people actually do jobs related to their degrees.

Question: HOw come a glass bottle that falls on the ground and shatters doesn't just jump right up and put itself together again? It wouldn't be defying any subatomic laws. Ok maybe not jump right back up (gravity?) but just put itself together

Hi bee.
I missed you so.

2007-03-09T03:32:00.000Z

House singing is tonight.
I feel boring.
Got to finish short story.
went to sugar last weekend after social.
got completely smashed.
went home at like four
I'm doing an Indian dance! f-i-n-a-l-l-y.
if only you all were doing it too
missed stef's birthday =(
wana meet elsa demain.
Trying to get out of MUN meetimg.
Dont want to go get spm results.
Idea of getting sausage mcmuffin + egg very tempting (sarah's fault)
no fast food for too long.
you have no idea.
got bobbi brown gel eyeliner.
made me happy for about 3 days
worn off now
i'm boring again.
Nadia says I make her feel like studying and quitting smoking.
wow.
like i'm so like touched.
I never thought I could touch another human life
LSE came to school to talk to us on Weds.
Might go for their talk on sun.
see you there.
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for.
Where's that from??
Its killing me.
Ambiguity is incipient poetry.
To remember everything is a form of madness.
Lybia's downfall.
I think I need a passion for something other than eating sleeping and reading. Some people have these mad obsessions that they're just so passionate about like lynn and her JE, Nurul and her art and music, adeline and her jazz, my sister and her horse sketches, p.r.'s bro and chess. They go to great lengths to pursue their interests and they just feel so much about it it becomes a part of them. Maybe that's why I feel boring I do nothing but eat read sleep and spaz.
Did he who make the lamb make thee?

2007-02-26T06:29:00.000Z

ok another boring post about my boring life and how I BORINGLY deal with it.
so sleepy.....had black pepper steak and tandoori chicken for lunch. I couldn't decide between asian OR western so heck.....
heard that spm results are coming out on the twelfth.I hope my results ger lost in the mail.
Been hearing horrind things about wms lately, about how kids get suspended for months even though they were just doing their job. Looks like Matthews is out to destroy whatever that was left of school with the help of her loyal slave Goh. Two menopausal hormonal sex deprived women running a school......................*shudder shudder*
btw ms Shirley Sarammah a.k.a. ex insane English teacher is bloody married!! HAS BEEN for the past donkey years. this came as quite a shock for me. but her husband works at an oil rig so he never comes back. Maybe thats why all these stories about ThE TAxi Driver have been going around.
something about the radiator as well, if I recall correctly.....
got to go and work on my theory as to why the monstern is the psychological representation of Frankenstein! woohoo.
I just found out that the head of 6th form went for the muse concert last night with my room mate. O.O
Steph pls give me your new address.
Good day.

Both are about 160

deng deng deng deng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CHANEL TRAVEL PALETTE!!!!!!!! eight colours for the price of two chanel eyeshadows!! (200 fyi) functions as eye colour, lip coulour or cheel colours!!!! comes with instruction book (how to apply etc) ok I sound like a total bimbo but its SO COOL!!!!!

maybe I should get them all?? Being frugal is so stressful. i LOVE CHANEL.

2007-02-22T10:56:00.000Z

So, Happy Chinese New Year
and I hope kwong you're having a blast in uni.
Sorry I havent been online lately.
CNY is almost at an end and we're all either richer or poorer but definitely fatter.
My insane cousin who just came back from shanghai also gave us all le sportsac pencilboxes, Dior keychains and mont blanc pens! the grand prize was ------------ chinese i pod
Also free shu uemura lippies! makes yannie very happie.
and bee's back in her campee. Cant believe she's going to Japan.hmph
ok, help me decide,
Should I get black shiny pumps with wooden mega high heel and strap around ankle or phillips 8 in 1 Geometric set ( a thing that has hair straighteners (2 sizes), 3 types of curlers, crimpers, basically has EVERYTHING) . they're both about the same price.
Or should I seriously splurge and get both????
Help.
Havent finished reading Frankie boy.urgh.
Ok no matter how much I complain I realise now that I like school. Its like giving me a second chance at highschool. Meaning that I appreciate it more while its going on and stuff. Also its a different kind of highschool that we're used to. Not too different though.
and maybe I have a kay dee jay accent. I dunno. It can be tuned on and off almost at will though. Not exactly completely off but a how noticeable it is. Funny though, nobody in school speaks like me. So how can it be a kay dee jay accent?

Oh and I was talking to darling keng ping on the phone and she's so funny!! Like F-U-N-N-Y
she says if you're looking for a boyfriend dont go for medic students cause they have so much stress so they're really desperate and horny!!!!!! haha. and cause they're med students they're cocky and think they can have anybody they want! apparently she's sick to death of them. (she's doing med soon) she knows some doctor who has one wife and three mistresses and its still expanding!!!!!! But she says engineers are really nice and sweet. heehee. she's still such a darl.why doesn't some guy come and sweep her off her feet????? she's AMAZINGLY PRETTY! she's really happy cause mc's not an indian school now and has more chinese! she just has issues with them speaking too much chinese. heh. might go to her hse for open hse this sat. any takers?

2007-02-14T02:45:00.000Z

I want to be a wild child.

With a bass guitar and heels and flowers in my hair.

With a wild eyed look and flowing long hair.

And do totally scandalous things like I dont know what.

Oh go on tour with my band in a crappy old bus.

wE'd be happy because we live on love and music. like all wild childs do.

Because i'm so boring.

I'm almost done being a teenager and I havent done anything totally scandalous.

I want to be an ANGRY teenager with lots of pent up ANGER and psychological problems so I need a psychiatrist 24/7. Then I can grow up and paint and write songs full of ANGER and be an ANGRY artist. But like be totally famous. Then I'll write a book and retire when I'm 26.

Sadly, I'm so normal, I'm weird.

Steph's party was SO MUCH FUN!!! Maybe I'll bring my salsa class on a class trip to QBA

Happy Valentine's day bodies.

Even though I'm not supposed to celebrate it.

2007-02-07T06:20:00.000Z

I know what you're thinking:

What's She Doing in Yanni's Chanel dress ??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh well, she wanted it so badly I had to take it off for her in the bathroom.

haha, lameness. I LOVEEEEEEEE The dress!! its pink and fluffy like cotton candeee.

I miss my pug. =(

Stayed in school for 2 nights liaoz. Dead boring. Yesterday I got drill because I was like 1 second late for bedtime. *rolls eyes* I havent had a bed time since I was 6.geez. But I'll totally forgive them if they let me keep a pug in school.

Drill = running two rounds around the school field in your house shirt

Yesterday during GP we were shown a video of Summerhill Its this cool ass school where classes, homework and exams are optional. Its kind of like accepted where you can request for stuff you want to learn like lets say you want to do Chocolate appreciation as a course, they'll just bring in everything you need! Its very democratic where if somebody does something wrong, the whole school (100-150 bodies) gather around to decide whether you're in the wrong, whether you should be punished...etc.. Downside is, they swear A LOT. Like some little kid was like talking about something and looking all innocent then you realise he's going f*ck this and F*ck that and he ends his speech with 'shove it up your rectum'. If you have a boyfriend, you can even go steady and live with him. They call it pairing up. the school holds a ceremony (sort of like a wedding) and you excahnge vows and rings. Their vows are something like 'I XXX take thee to be my pairing up partner and I will care for and cherish you even if you fall off your skateboard, scrape your knee and grow lots of pimples. I pledge to thee my body for absolute pleasure and something something in the name of the freedom of not taking exams. amen"

Slightly appaling. But after the ceremony, the girl's mom even called her to say congratulations o.o she was japanese. Her name was Naomi

and at their sixth form party, they all went skinny dipping in the school pool. and yes they revealed themselves to us on the tape.
Haha I think its an excellent school if you're mature enough and have enough self control.

Valentine's Day's next week. I refuse to celebrate it because I am a lit student/romantic. Blegh. ok so I'm just trying to make excuses for myself. Its ok Lynn we'll all pool our electrons together and create this cloud of.......................electrons.

Gotta go check on my laundry.

Which reminds me: yesterday I washed my clothes but I forgot to put washing liquid in!!!! I felt kind of weird and I knew i forgot something...but i just couldn't figure out what

Cannot wait for steph's birthday do.

2007-02-05T06:24:00.000Z

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dior like makes coloured contact lenses!!!! They're like gold with black rims! and logo =.=i Anissa owned a pair but they expired and she cant afford to replace them (DUH they're like 400++ a pair for only two months!) Her pictures look MEGA cool with them on though!!! Especially in the dark and the light shines through, her eyes sparkle and light up like those anime chicks with hot eyes!! *dies* Apparently Paris Hilton wears them cause her natural eyes are brown.*rolls eyes* But they look so natural. Unless of course, you go up close and see the CD logo.

I've got no class now but I've got drama at 5.15. HOw to fill up the next three hours???

And I think my parents still have issues with me not doing science subjcys even though I've told them a million times that no i'm never going to be a doctor and no science doen's give you an edge when applying for uni. But they're still like:

Dad: So why dont you take chemistry?? (because they clash with all my lit classes)

What about physics??? (clashes with econs)

Bio???? (ew...........................................)

Why do you only take 3 A levels??? (because you dont really need 4.duh)

Why do you take english lit instead of chem?? what am I going to tell my friends when they ask me what subjects you take???(math and eco??) Nobody takes Lit!!!!!! (hello!)

If you want to do a masters in E.Lit what are you going to be next time??? who's going to employ you???????????????????????????????????????????????????

UUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why dont they get that NOT EVERYBODY WANTS TO BE A DOCTOR??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont have the compassion. I'd just kill off my parents. Besides, most doctors whom I've met. Surgeons specifically, are evil. and none of the top 10 richest people in the world are doctors. hmph.

2007-02-03T04:07:00.000Z

Hey dudes. I'm in school on a freaking saturday wearing my kfc worker look alike uniform.
Yippee.
Luckily my classes finish at eleven and NORMALLY I can go home now but since its sixth form entertains, I have to stay.
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FROM NOW TILL SIX????????

Btw, I'm on the library and I just overheard some upper sixth dudes asking themselves:
PLUMBUM??WHAT's PLUMBUM?????

omg

Like go to wms for kimia classes.

I stayed in school last night and i had to do FULL prep, meaning:
Sitting at your desk DOING WORK (no laptops, no storybooks, no listening to music) from 7.30 till 9.15.. Then you get half an hour break then you sit there till 10.30 (story books allowed this time). For some reason, time passes really slowly during prep especially since I had no work and had to be Pretending to do work because they come and check on you. gah!
you can talk or even go to the bathroom for the first 30 minutes.
Its like in that storybook we read in form one...Boy or something by roald dahl.
And apparently only my house is so strict. Even the next girl's house is more lax.

=(

People opposite me are perparing for forensics. I so wanted to join but application was closed when I came in =(

Ave.

How does Mary Shelley criticize Islam in her novel Frankenstein?
700 words

2007-01-31T10:15:00.000Z

Ave Bodies!

I’m so like bored and school’s so like boring.

Not really lah.
Its just SO routine. But the great thing is : I Get to sleep during my spares or practice my violin or read or do my homework that’s due later =P
Math class was cancelled today cause Mr .DICKman had to go for a thing (Thaipusam??) TWO SPARES IN A DAY!!!!!
Grwr….I HATE STATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its quite cool and stuff but there are just so many bloody steps! Maybe I should indulge myself in one of those 570 (750??) things that do everything for you. But I’ve always prided myself in not being in need of one. Choices. Choices.
Andrew (aussie boy living in Brunei/mekkah) will be celebrating his 18th this Friday on the Cricket Pitch!!! Haha apparently the WHOLE school is invited and he’s doing some carnival thing. How totally bizarre.
Sixth Form Entertains is this Saturday. SHOULD I GO????? But mummy’s having some guests over for somethingorother and I want to eat more oysters and abalone. Greedy Greedy..
I wore eyeliner to school today(inner eyelid)! And it like didn’t melt off! (yay for bobbi brown gel eyeliner)
Oh and I practically soaked myself in Red Delicious yesterday. I think my salsa partner was suffocating. Or maybe not because it was the end of the day. Anyway he smelt of the Creed thing. Too musky if you ask me. I wonder what happens if I wear both red delicious and be delicious in one go…..hm….might experiment one day.
MUFI day’s on Friday and the theme’s MIX & MATCH.
WHAT KIND OF THEME IS THAT?????
What do we even wear???????? Our original theme was cross dressing, then it became PJ’s and now they make it officially MIX & bloody MATCH. They don’t even elaborate much, just saying that this is to help flood victims in johor. Gee thanks.
Quite a few kids are from Johor so I asked them to just raise funds for themselves. Might come in handy when they’re shopping for stuff during prom.
I think our lit class is going to see a play this week or next week. I cant wait! Apparently its in some OLD hotel and different scenes are done in different rooms and the audience go in in two’s or threes and the thing is acted out. Pretty cool. Miss Carol is deciding between that or waiting for some thing at actor’s studio.
Havent signed up for compulsory sport yet. I hope Mr.Kwok wont come and yell at me (highly embarrassing). I was thinking, maybe I should play hockey. Or cricket. Or something. Anyway, KTJ is this really weird school where sport is taken MEGA seriously and is like MANDATORY whereas ECA’s are optional. TOTALLY reverse situation in wms. Anyway so far I’ve joined two ECA’s but nil sports. Whoopsy daisies.

Got to go to do nothing. Very important. See you all soon. Adsum.

BTW the supply and demand stuff is really like fun and easy. I just hate all the jargon and how it gets in my way. Apparently if the price of Cendol goes down the demand for ice kacang decreases so the equilibrium’s like lower so there’s consumer surplus or something. Half my class didn’t know what ice kacang and cendol are so we had to tell them that it’s a delicacy made of smashed ice and slosh.
Then Anissa boldly gets up and asks my teacher (Puan Sharifah)

MISS ,WHY ARE YOU LIKE WRITING IN MALAY????!!!!

Lol . INSTANT Glares from all the BM-ers in class and sniggers from the non BM-ers.
But really, my teacher’s really lame and gives really lame examples (eg cendol &ice kacang)

2007-01-29T12:33:00.000Z

Glaukopis Athene.

Thank you for coming to dinner (if you came) and I hope the food wasn’t too horrible. It’s my first time cooking for like fifteen people.

And thank you for the lovely presents.

Most of all, thank you for the largely enjoyable evening.
And the company. And the memories.

Steffie are you ok now?????

My school just changed my time table again. For like the third time since I came. I hope this one will be permanent. Apparently there’s been some hiccup and this is what happened:

Once upon a time in ktj, there was a boy who happened to be director of Studies. He was entrusted with the great task of arranging the time tables of all the brave and honorable sixth formers. But for some reason unexplained, he just upped and left before term started into the mysterious land of BEYOND THE GUARD HOUSE. When the authorities broke down the barriers and made their way into his inner chambers, it seemed that everything had been cleared!
DENG DENG DENG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In consequence, poor Mr. Sutherland and his band of faithful teachers had to come up with some make-shift timetable. Up to date, the mysterious disappearance has not been explained.

Cant wait to check out BV II with Kwong Kwong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If an economy is operating below the PPF it is then facing unemployment.
And plane flights are elastic to students.
What if you study on the other side of the earth????
Eco is boring

2007-01-25T00:50:00.000Z

Vesperal Salutaions to you all!!

HAve got lit test on Translations later (as you may have noticed)

BUt yeah Have got a good two hours to spare before class starts so I'll go online for one hour and go to blissful sleep for another.
I tried out for the play yesterday (its some retro thing called BIG HAIR) and I'm in the chorus!
haha I didn't expect to get anything because my reading was so bad at the audition (didn't bring my glasses) XD
and how is all and sundry doing at help and er...ram??
Doing chem experiments in red I see. heehee how fun!!!! I miss doing kimia stuff =( =(
Its SO weird not doing at least a science.
But arts is pretty cool as well.
I find it so weird that some kids (at least half of them) here dont do math AT ALL!
I mean, how's that supposed to get you to university???
They're really brave though, they do cool subjects like drama, theatre and business studies. I suppose I do envy them a little.

Have got a pool party later where we're divided into groups and we have to perform. My genius leader has come up with this wonderful idea where he'll be some pussycat doll and I have to be snoop dog in buttons. URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOo bad I missed the meeting and or else I would have MADE them do SUKIYANEN OSAKA!!!!! *hearts*
Oh and I'm staying over in school tonight. ickles.
I'll tell you how fun/horrid it is later.

whoops. didn't bring camera. =(

2007-01-19T14:21:00.001Z

Hey wonderful bodies frolicking in romanticism/help
I ESCAPED CROSS COUNTRY!! heheh
my housemistress didn't put my name down.
Firstly, allow me to declare my love for you all and how much I miss you! (lynn,rah,steph,stef,sa)

Now let me tell you about this wonderful subject called GP which I take instead of Moral/M'sian Studies:

ITS FREAKING COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we learn about application of math in daily life, imprtance of fashion , HISTORY OF LANGUAGES!!!! literature, history of art, politics, democracy, concept of freedom of speech...etc...... I'm really really excited about this

ok i'm done

and tons of stuff in my school are free :
free textbooks
free excercise books
free graph books
free TEST PADS etc.etc.
argh!!!! WE WERE SO RIPPED OFF BY WMS (which has now turned into a hole btw)

and yes I miss hanging out in a clique. I HATE to admitt this but we were (are) a clique. I've always despised them but now I just realise we're one of them so they're ok. I see a bunch of girls hanging together and I miss being with us. But I also wonder if we made all the new comers to our school feel intimidated and left out like I was on my first day.
But yeah I learnt to make friends after the first couple of periods.
Most of them are frm brunei but my favourite is this girl called anyssa/anissa? (i'm really bad with names) she's half saudi and lived in DUBAI. I LOVE her voice: its deep and rich, like butter scotch. and she reminds me of celeste (liberty yu not chan). and this girl called fitrah but everyone calls her yaya! she's TINY!!!! Tinier than joann chan! she's soooo cute! she wears a white hearband and carries a pink jelly bag around =D
we're having a pool party for 6th formers next thurs! (have nothing to wear)
Oh and compulsory sport is...yucky
I take yoga and pretend to play badminton.
but they also have salsa dancing!!! which i'm so going to join!!!!

ah yes and so you all've heard that lynn's met ryo boy
I WILL INTRO SOMEDAY!!!! he's friends with james as well actually.
dont worry lynn! you're FATED to meet R.B. anyway. its written in the stars!

going shopping tomorrow!!!

infinite hugs and kisses to you all!!

2007-01-17T08:31:00.000Z

First Day Of School

yes I'm blogging in school. In a place called the sixth form centre. Where all the sixth formers hang out. apparently.
Everyone is at cross country but there are some people here with me. Dunno why.
Cross country’s on Friday by the way and its COMPULSORY.
YUCK.
Everybody’s been training for like 2 weeks and I get to train for a grand total of

0 days

that’s right.

And I’m still expected to run 4 point freaking 2 km!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dunno which clubs to join but there’s an interact club. Maybe I’ll just go there.
And I dunno which sports to join (I have to as well =( )
On the up side, I have no moral studies or Malaysian studies or whatever.
Instead I have GP, which is really interesting but a tad pointless.

And I look fat in my uniform

I couldn’t find any nice round toed mary janes to wear to school so I bought dress shoes for boys! (the kind men wear to formal stuff) haha I had to get the biggest size in the kid’s department. The shoe lady was looking at me all funny when I tried them on.

My head girl – Hui Shurn has been really helpful and showing me around. She also happens to be my kindergarten friend, primary school friend, and class mate and speech and drama! I knew the world was small but this is….tiny.

If you guys (hcl-ers) don’t mind, can we have dinner on a Sunday? Cuz all Saturdays are occupied/full for other bodies (you know who you are).

Hm….the place is strangely silent now and my typing really noisy…. Where did everybody go???????????????

Oh, there’s somebody on the other side. Phew.

By the way, we’re doing translations for lit as well. They’re WAY ahead. They’ve already finished act one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I have a real test on FRIDAY *dies*
And I’m so bhind in eco. The teacher was drawing all these graphs and talking about x’s and y’s and I was just like =.=??
Same thing happened in eco.
GP was better cuz this is their first lesson.

Oh and they sell secret recipe cakes in school. I can just see all the lard piling on (on to me, that is).
Tried to make friends.
Really.
I was nice and smiley and agreeable to complete strangers.
But yeah I just had nothing to say to them.
Grwr…if only I had come earlier.
Just got elsa’s sms.
Hi elsa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh and thanks lynn for wishing me luck and stuff
And rah
Oh and I have a school email! Which is quite cool
Maybe I’ll bring the data entry stuff tomorrow.
I really should finish it. =p

Heehee tata for now

2007-01-15T10:39:00.000Z

6 Days Of HELP

ok so everybody's always known that I've needed help and now that I've actually gone for six days of help. I"M STILL AS WEIRD. surprise surprise.

so I was being lame. nothing new.

But really, tomorrow's my last day at help. KTJ got smart and like FAXED the letter to my dad's office instead of through snail mail as first intended. So tomorrow I'm going to go pay my fees, buy my uniform etc.. then go for college in the afternoon. I hope I make it in time to go for a last lit class and chem class. Then I have to leave the darlings and my lovely chem class and lit teacher behind. forever and ever and ever and ever and ever.

BRING ME SQUARE EGGS SARAH!

heehee

Anyway, seeing that it's impossible to have my birthday dinner on a Saturday, we'll just have to have it on a Sunday. I dont know how we're going to arrange coming and going transport but YOU ALL HAVE TO COME. I"M MAKING A 6-8 COURSE GOURMET DINNER SO I"LL WHACK ANYBODY WHO CANT COME, DOESN'T FEEL LIKE COMING OR DOESN'T COME BECAUSE HAS NOTHING TO WEAR.

Really sad bout leaving help though. Poor lynn. Wish I never came in the first place. Then I'd be ok about going to ktj

2007-01-11T14:37:00.000Z

So Classes have started and we've actually got some work to do (math)
and you think everything's all settled and I'm planning my wardrobe and schedule.
Wrong.
KTJ called my dad today and offered me a mega FULL scholarhip. as in I have to pay almost nothing. i even get a discount on deposit and lodging.
So my mom's over the moon and the rents are thinking of making me change schools.
yay.
Dont get me wrong, I like KTJ (orchestra! uniforms! nice buildings!) but I've just gotten used to the idea of spending the next 18 months at help. I've also just gotten used to being with my friends 24/7 again.(we havent actually done so since form 4). Plus i've gotten too used to getting up late and.....doing nothing in between classes.
=(
So this is really hard for me.
Fate doesn't usually knock at your door twice.
Thats why Bethoven composed that symphony and why movies,songs and books are written about the stuff.
So, what happens when it DOES????
Is it actually destiny? OR Is it a test???
How am I supposed to decide? (maybe this is where the rents come in)
grwr...........................................
So Many thoughts in my head
there are two roads to walk down
and one road to choose
and I'm thinking over the things that you said
on the other hand, am going to buy cheap reads with kwong kwong tomorrow!
school ends at twelve! heehee.
Then again, elsa has no classes tomorrow .hmph.
I have exactly one day to decide if I want the scholarship.
God send me a sign.
and save our files.
heh.

Oh and i MUST tell you about the PEDDERRED SALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I went to klcc on Sunday with momster and PEDDERRED WAS ON SALE (ok so you knew that)
and mommy let me buy shoes!!!!!!!!!! (she's NEVER lets me)
dream shoes from my dream shoe store...... =)

See you all at school tomorrow

2007-01-04T13:21:00.000Z

CONGRATULATIONS KWONGSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes once again we all have been stunned (well not really, deep down inside we expected it) by the sheer geniusness of Kaywong kaywong (kwong).
Hopefully she'll get to do the double degree thingy.

So it was orientation today.
and we're officially students of HELP. (student id and all)
But it's still so surreal.
Its like the holiday's still and on going thing and I'm just waiting for the right time to get my uniform tailormade. Or hunting for the perfect hair ribbon. wondering if they'll change my class.
etc.etc.
I'll try to get used to it.
Eventually.
Got to go shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have like nil clothes for college.
Or bags
Or shoes.
Or money. = Big Problem
Maybe mummy will fund my new wardrobe. heehee.
Now I'm trying to decide between lit and physics.
Trying to decide between an easier A or 'life experience'
urgh
More choices that I have to make
Once again I need God to send me a sign. (that is once i find a God to BELIEVE in)
I wonder if Beebee is doing alright. BEE SEND US A SIGN AS WELL!!!!!!!!! a shooting star or two will do.
In any case, I'm glad most of us will be together at help (minus behbeh). Hopefullf stef's om will come around. real soon.

2007-01-02T14:11:00.000Z

Hello BODIES!!!

Yan-e's ALIVE

Blogger REFUSES to allow to post any pictures so ,- no pictures of prom

I've decided to go to HELP. as in university college.

Which is kind of saddening because I had to reject scholarships from sevenoaks (uk) and KTJ (mantin). But grampees says help is fun so I guess it be ok.

I also wanted to post pictures from my trip to randomland but yeah, not happening.

It was REALLY PRETTY like walking in a post card 24/7 and all the picture backgrounds looked awesome (wish I could say the same about the body in it). I got to stay in these ancient chinese cities that were thousands of years old and had the original cobble stone streets!!! BTW this is in yunnan near tibet and on the himalayas.
Oh elsa's back from her Spore Stunt and she be meeting us at Helpe de main.
Going to Help also means I get to continue my French lessons!!! whoopy!!!

and lynn be at helpe too! couldn't run away from us haha. Really looking forward to being with the girls again (except bee and kim)
Hopefully stef's mommy will see the light soonand she'll be able to join us. Mc sounds horrid (like wms old block but like....older)

To Lin: if you ever read this I'm sorry we couldn't throw you a farewell party!! wrong info + me arriving on the day you were leaving = very bad timing. we'll have another one when you get back.

Square Egg Press

Byebye. I'll try to blog more often.

really

2006-09-24T10:36:00.000Z

yes am supposed to be studying.
was so bored i stole one of these things from BEE BEE

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I've now got a MASSIVE chicken pox scar on my right temple. remnants from the unforgiving virus attack a few weeks ago.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Nothing. I havent found the right paintings. Oh, i just remembered I have two wall lights (do they count?)

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
Nokia candy bar thingy.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Songs that have meaningful-ish lyrics. at least I have to identify with them in some way. and classical. It helps me to not think so much.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Nope.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
carefree innocence.

7. WHO DO YOU MISS?
My pug =(

8. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Hui? its not really my name but its in the middle of it.

9. THE BEST TV SHOW EVER CREATED:
haha not really a tv show watcher. prefer watching movies

10. THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO?
Ruth!!!!

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
No. Actually, I cant sleep unless its totally dark. But if my imagination runs away with me I can get scared even in broad daylight

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
My dad.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Be Delicious !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
asian colours and nice hair. But brown hair and green eyes is real pretty as well.

15. WOULD YOU RATHER BE SMART OR FUNNY?
neither. I'd rather be a genius

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
TEA!!! tea makes everybody happy.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Pepperoni! and mushrooms =) even though they're fungi. I've read somewhere that the French top their pizzas with runny egg. would like to try that someday.

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
My dad

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
haha, several actually.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
The Gift Of Life.

22. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
I like most ones

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
er...think my fingers are.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
CHANEL

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
A jaguar 1957 roadster. Its the hot ass car in Cruel Intentions.

26. WHAT COLOR IS IT?
Forest green. with cream leather seats

27. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF EXERCISE?
Motto: Say NO to exercise

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
I might. But I wouldn't tell them. would make things easier for me if they just left.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Do an asher? haha nah its the little things you do everyday that show them how much they mean to you. A sudden bombastic move might make them dubious.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
ninety nine

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunette. like the deep deep mahogany colour. It looks delicious.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
Pin Ruh

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Insincerity and noveu riche

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY?
Yes yes.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Pretty things,yummy food, shoes,

36. TATER TOTS OR FRIES?
tater tot? haha whats that? maybe its a variation of fries but i cant imagine how that would be.

37. FIRST JOB?
Editor Of Bilden newsletter!!!

38. EVER PRANK CALLED SOMEONE?
not intentionally. But when I was a kid and those home shopping things came on i used to call them because the big booming voice goes CALL NOW!! my mom super freaked out when she found out when I was calling random numbers on tv.

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
studying kimia!

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
provided that it has zero side effects, scar free,almost cost free and totally reversable, I'd fix my non existant nose and get a jaw line and bertter cheek bones. Except I'd look weird after.

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
was sick of kimia

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
I dunno. Never really notice what I get complimented about or insulted about most.

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
haha it wouldn't matter cuz kwong kwong would find some way to get her hands on some anyway then everything would be fine.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Ability to earn only a million bucks a minute like the casino owner dude. Then i can go do whatever I want

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Only a million! ok so maybe two or three.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
yes. I was named after Foo Hui Yin the great and invincible. except my parents didn't know she existed.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
yes. when I remember to.

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
I divide my love and attention equally among all my fingers and toes.

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
er....I think I almost cried when I read that Walter died in the war in Rilla Of Ingleside cuz he was Rilla's favourate brother and the dreamy poet kind. he was afraid to go to war because he is afraid of pain and suffering. he could not imagine plunging a bayonet into another fellow human being for he might be the sweetheart, son and or brother to somebody else.
yet on the battlefield, he was braver than any of the other soldiers because he is unafraid of realities and only the power of his own mind can evoke the feeling of fear in him. and I admire that.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
not really but i guess i'm stuck with it

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
anything that doesn't have the yucky pork or chicken taste

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Only about a gabazillion

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
anne of green gables audiobooks. haha my mom bought it when i was nine but i still love it

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
absolutely not.Other me would think I was a mega arrogant person because I probably wasn't very friendly to other me.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Once again, not intentionally.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
yes, at forst. not in the long run though

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
I get kind of pettyand fume for a bit. if it gets real bad I whack unfortunate people with plastic rulers.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
My grandma's!

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Not at all.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
wasn't really the toy playing kind. read books most of the time and watched the sleeping beauty over and over and over agian.

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
No idea. used to be a pitiful ammount untill recently when I realised that I sometimes need to call people who might be outside of my family, appointment people and social circle

62. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Oh no. never.

63. DO YOU KNOW ANYONE FAMOUS?
no

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
fortunately never

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Wit.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
yan, yanyan, yani, wani? fooster, foo face, miss foo, yana...........

67. HOW MANY PAIRS OF SHOES DO YOU HAVE?
dunno. twenty something?

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
NO. but i feel like I have potato feet if i dont tie them again after re-wearing

69. WERE YOU UPSET ABOUT STEVE IRWIN DYING?
a little (the fact that he was filming for his daughter or something)

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Belgian chocolate

71. ARE YOU LAZY?
no

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
red, black and gold and white and black gold

73. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BAND?
Evanescence

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
None

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
what good would that be to me?

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Be still my heart - postal service

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
strawberry filled doughnut

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Ruth

79. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
height and hair

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT-PROVOKING SONG:
100 years

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
starts with an ass, ends with a pee am

82. FAVORITE DRINK:
RIBENA

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN
Aquarius!!!!!!!!!!!! cuz they have a song! the age of aquaRIUS!

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
say no to sports

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Brown

86. EYE COLOR?
dark dark brown. sometimes i have trouble seeing my pupils

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
when i'm watching tv or reading and driving

88. SIBLINGS?
a sister

89. FAVORITE MONTH(s)
january and february (my birthday and chinese mew year)

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
very much

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Take the lead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Chinese new year eve

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
haha I'd be too shy to contemplate asking someone out

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
autumn

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Both . preferably at the same time as well =)

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships. I'd probably never have a one-night stand

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
nobody. they've all done it

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
er........everybody?

99. Where's ..99?
In Mickey mouse's left nostril

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
oh only about a million people

haha Ruth just called from perth!!!! havent heard from her in aeons.
apparently she's using my you're alive!!! line there and it spread like wildfire (in her words)
and her formal was on a cruise ship!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
says she's coming back next week. maybe i'll go visit her.
its been a long time.

2006-09-22T13:35:00.000Z

Helloe bodies.

was supposed to be studying.

obviously that didn't work out. because i'm typing this.

I watched take the lead as i have the will power of a gnat.

I LOVED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its like the book i read in form two.....er.... To Sir, with love or something like that. The energy in the movie is just

wow

I WANA LEARN BALLROOM DANCING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its like MEGA HOT

the style of dancing in the movie is kind of like in shall we dance but with a million times more energy and innovation, less commercial, and most of all, it was based on a true story.

The life of Pierre Dulaine. some cool dude who invented the concept of Dancing classrooms where kids learn respect and boys learn how to touch a girl with respect and girls learn to value their bodies. or something like that.

I think we need it here in malaysia where the ammount of rape cases seem to be numerous

exams were yucky

I have no comment because the easy bits were real easy but the difficult bits were really difficult. will somebody tell me what happens if you flunk trials and or spm? the more i think about it, the more i feel that its no big deal. but its like an asian programmed thing to have to do well in all government exams or else it might as well be the end of the world. and maybe i shouldn't flunk it for the sake of flunking. its seems childish. like rebel without a cause, politician with no politics. bla bla bla

of course, the school chose this timely bit of the year to like not pay the water bill and the toilets cannot flush. THERE IS NOT A SINGLE FLUSHING TOILET IN SCHOOL. I almost died in there when i went today.

Last friday daddy decided he wanted to randomly have a dinner party (or did i mention that already) but I made MUSHROOM SOUP!! and it beats any mushroom soup I've ever tasted.

seriously.

I love my recipe book ( even though it has no pictures). steph we have to make this when you get back. if you're still in your cooking phase.

oh and daddy got fresh oysters and they were like HUGE. and yes i ate them raw. with PINK champagne. I think pink champagne is the cutest beverage.

so i stuffed myself silly with pasta in pesto (made frm scratch) and vanilla ice cream with homemade strawberry jam!!!!! Rachel's mom made some and she gave me a jar.

cannot wait for trials to be over. I want to finally buy myself bobby brown gel eyeliner! and stuff myself silly @ lemon garden.

maybe friendship is overrated and you're better off with only one or two close friends whilst keeping the rest at arm's length?

I dunno anymore.

All men lead lives of quiet desperation. haha I think its because deep down inside

they know the insignificance of their existence

and in the end, we are all alone.and it scares them

so all we need to do is accept the insignificance of our existence and somehow come to terms with it then we won't live lives of quiet desperation???? maybe we should experiment on somebody. sorry, ranting a bit here. and i have no idea who 'we' is.

2006-09-17T12:23:00.000Z

I just ran on the tread mill.
I excercised.
something's wrong.
But it felt good.
was mega stressed.

so I ran.

and its like the movie where they said when you run you're in this place where nothing bad can touch you. and if you could just push yourself a little bit faster, a little bit further, everything will be okay.

and now i'm so tired i'm just going to pop off to bed and re-revise tomorrow.
wish we had study tips for bio.
Or just one essay tip.
anything.

This is unfair. Through experience, i think some boys I've known bitch more than girls do.

so maybe it balances the status quo. but i like the pic

The only thing that matters in life is intention.

random quote

brain shutting down

good luck with trials to all you bodies out there!!!

2006-09-10T14:23:00.000Z

To quote Gavin's msn thingy : Give me the strength to do not only what I can but what I must.

Only a million chapters to go
zero time
and the will power of a gnat.

sometimes i wish spm were next week instead of trials so we can get it over with asap.

Finagle's Law of Dynamic Negatives (also known as Finagle's corollary to Murphy's Law) is usually rendered:

Anything that can go wrong, will—at the worst possible moment
One variant (known as O'Toole's Corollary of Finagle's Law) favored among hackers is a takeoff on the second law of thermodynamics (also known as entropy):

The perversity of the Universe tends towards a maximum.

Great.

2006-09-06T12:17:00.000Z

Slough of Despond- i am in it, that is

we all became less interesting when we discovered that language could disguise our true feelings and thoughts.

I read that somewhere today and I thought it was so true.

was thinking of prom theme, if we dont do vogue(red black silver), we could do a midsummer's night dream (green, gold, cream, white, roses, fairy lights)

Just some stuff I found. I like the whole twinkling lights and drapes idea. and the icon-y thing is cool too. could use for ticketing or something.

Dunno why i went to school today when i've still got some poxies. was MEGA horrid.

First the blasted train stops at masjid jamek for like half an hour which made me MAJORLY LATE

THEN i walk onto the basketball court during assembly WHILE doing up my tie and was called by phat pee to go on stage.

great.

apparently he had a big hissy fit about doing ties on assembly grounds on monday.

and now i've got a humungous pile of homework and must study some more =(

should've stayed at home where I was remotely happy.

was nice to see everyone again though. after like half a month

Dunno whats wrong with me. everything just seems so opressive and energy sucking.

I just want to hangout and do nothing again like in lower form. like sarah said.

looks like there's not much chance of that anymore. too bad we didn't know it had to end.

we thought it would last forever.

must go do homework.

hang in there hclers.

the solution will come to us. it wouldn't dare not to. we'll make our own magic.

and it will not involve talking about it (not that much anyway)

and please come back bee. it would be pointless without you.

2006-08-24T03:13:00.000Z

Would you like some makeup that will give you the red carpet treatment because Armani have the product for you its called Hollywood Palette 2006 and consists of a range of eye shadow shades these include golden black!!!!, harmony of violets, sophisticated mink brown and subtle sunset lilac these will give you a smouldering look while the shade of soft rose sheer shimmer will ad a glamorous glow to your skin

As you might've guessed, I want it =(
Studying seems to make me want to go shopping a lot.
Not that I've been studying s lot.

Anyway, change of plan. Dinner's on Sunday instead Of saturday!
which is awfully close to monday (in fact, its practically thre next day) but at least we're having it at all.

I was reading steph's meme on her blog a couple of days ago and it says that she has a boyfriend.
Being er....naturally curious and a very concerned friend.
I demanded that she spill the beans as i was mailing her anyway
So here's some exerpts from her reply (which i have full permission to post)
btw, they're verbatim.

Steph:
haha. as for boyf. it was very shortlived. he noes the add of my blog hence i havent been able to post public stuff. if oni you were an LJ member too. ive been posting more locked posts which oni other members can read. ive mentioned him before. he's the one that used to date cassie. except he was a little too keen (read: horny goat weed) and me being the independent woman that i am, couldnt take it. altho on one of our dates he took me to the movies and then a realli nice restaurant for dinner. =P so i havent been able to bring myself to break up with him yet so we're kind of on a break. (er till end of the year) mind you it was his choice we didnt completely break up which i think is stupid cuz he has to wait for soo long. erm... wot else.. he's in yr11, altho our age, which makes him sort of like a toyboy since im ahead in terms of year level.. he's quite mature, quite tall, very sporty (which doesnt bode well for me cuz i DONT do sport), speaks german.. yea. that's all i remember for now. hmmm.. i forgot wot i was going to say. meh this is soo typical. oh yes. and im soo gonna dump him by next yr. i cant go to uni and still be dating a high school boy. there are much bigger fish to catch out there. whee.

It was sooo typically stephish that I burst out laughing just thinking about it the entire day.

and there's more from today

Steph:

haha. you have permission to put my reply up. we broke up this evening (the boyfriend and i) when he called after dinner having sent me a text i hadnt replied too.. see what i said about being too keen? sheesh. anyways.. yea. good thing too. im now free to catch the big fish at uni next yr. the conversation went something along the lines of :

me: hiya how are you? (trying to avoid the impending question was about as hard as pretending a pink hippo that had just walked into the room wasnt there)
him: ermm good. you?
me: fine. how was ur week?
him: erm fine. slightly tiring and boring
me: ahh. so what's up?
him: did you get my text?
me: text? you mean the one that suggested not a break (his goat-like persistence) but a seeing less of each other agreement?
him: er.. well yea that one and the one i just sent 2 secs ago
me: ahh. nope.
him: well, can i just ask wot's going on?
me: well you opted for a break (trying to avoid 'break-up')
him: i guess i did. well would you just like to reconsider this?
me: uh huh. mebe a break isnt such a good idea...
him: (his eagerness can be heard over the phone)
me: i dont think its gonna work out. we are erm quite different. you do SPORT!
him: well..
me: yea. i had a realli good time and thank you but i think this has got to be a break break
him: ahh.. soo not permenant? we can give it a shot at teh end of teh year?

at this point i wanted to shoot myself. but after a bit of cajoling he resigned to the fact that he wont be hearing from me in the near future. poor guy. i get bored soo quickly yanni!! how the hell am i ever gonna settle down and marry a guy till 'death do us part'? this was the longest relationship id ever been in and it was a mere month and a few weeks. it'll be more like. 'i take thee as beloved wedded husband- till the next funnier, more attractive guy comes along'. to his credit he did try his best.

haha guys, steph is not really the man eater that she sounds like at the mo. She just hasn't met the right guy. So if you ever do get her to go on a long term relationship with you, it just proves that you're incredibly interesting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

going to mv to shop for pressies for the rents with my sister. See what I mean about zero studying done???

2006-08-22T16:31:00.000Z

This is a chocolate sculpture.
we should give stuff like this as door gifts at prom

I've had an insane amount of tuition over the weekend

and the past two days. it goes something like this

7.00-8.30 a.m.!! add math

10.00-11.30 chem

2.00-3.00 physics

except on sunday where I had 3 hours of chem

actually, I'm quite addicted to kimia latihans now and actually feel like going tomorrow even though I dont have to.

wish i felt the same about physics and bio

on saturday we'll cook at bee's then eat at sarah's ok? cuz she's got tuition.so do i actually. we'll figure out the details soon.

grilled mushrooms/ marinated mushrooms

cold soba

miso soup

Hungrarian sausages

quiche

cheesecake

brownies

pasta

I'll make cheesecake and marinated mushrooms at home.

we need to figure out who's gonna buy ingredients for what beforehand because I dont think we have time to buy groceries on saturday.

and i have some of the soba stuff.

have to study....................................................................

Momster's birthday is coming up. what do you buy for a person who already owns everything????????

and

Happy Birthday Yih wei! (even though you'll probably never see this and the date's wrong .so your birthday's on the 22nd but i'm typing this past midnight)

2006-08-18T13:54:00.000Z

I forgot the reason why I blogged today and i went off to study bio after the last post
now i remember

I read this paragraph in the travelling pants book. and it is for us

It wasn't that we hadn't shared the big outlines of our stories.
Of course we had.
I told them about how al's wedding was.
We knew that Bee had messed herself up over Eric. We all saw Lena talk abou Kostos in a way she'd never talked about a boy before.
We knew about Bailey, and we knew intuitively to be careful when we asked Tibby questions.
But there were a million little lines of shading that we couldn't convey so easily.
They were the subtle things, and understanding them, even knowing when you missed them,
was
what separated other friends from real friends, like we were.

THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS LYRICS

"Seventeen Ain't So Sweet"

well she never was the best
yeah at following the trends
stayed one step above the rest
and even though it seemed

like the world was crushing on her
didnt let it hold her down even hold her back
oh no

dont worry you'll show them
theres a fire in your eyes
and i hope youll let it burn
theres a scream in your voice
and i hope you will be heard
theres a fire in your eyes
and i hope you'll let it burn until youre heard
youre heard

seventeen is just a test
yeah and i would recommend
that you live with no regrets
and even if it seems

like the world was crushing on you
you shouldnt let it hold you down
shouldnt hold you back
oh no
oh no

dont worry you'll show them
theres a fire in your eyes
and i hope youll let it burn
theres a scream in your voice
and i hope you will be heard
theres a fire in your eyes
and i hope you'll let it burn until youre heard
youre heard

relax girl
turn down the lights
no one can see you shining
relax girl
itll be alright
no one can stop you if you tried

point of rhythm is the fall await in time
to listen to the beating in your mind
remember if you seek then you shall find
woah oh

2006-08-18T11:00:00.000Z

phew......Holidays are here.....................

I know. It means more studying. not seeing your friends. having no life till SPM's over

BUT

it also means not having to see matthews or goh for a whole week

and besides

I LOVE STUDYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I mean, why wouldn't I?

poor sarah got her mp3 confiscated today. Hopefully Ian has enough sense to buy

her a better one.

I made zaru soba yesterday for the gathering from scratch. it was not bad. considering that was my first time trying it out.

sarah was unlibrarianed on Moanday

SO WHAT???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Words of wisdom from vicky. I'm trying to believe in it.

we're having dinner before school starts. not celebrating anything. Just to eat together.

After this, life will never be the same. more W.O.W from vicks.

Liber lunch was on wednesday. Sarah got to come. Boss is sooo nice.

The food was yummy although I found mandarin's furniture slightly cheap.

Most bodies seem happy. even lynn.

Lynnie sometimes I'm glad you're trying but sometimes i'm exasperated that you're fooling yourself. but for now i'm mostly glad you're trying.

Because when i think about it, i might have done the same

Not all those who wander are lost. random quote.I read this somewhere and i just thought it sounded cool.

Since we've done the whole bonding/desperate housewives thing during concert

itf feels strange that we don't see each other so often anymore.

It never felt like this before.

Its like I'm suddenly aware of where we went wrong and now its reverted back to 'the old ways' and i feel empty + emotionally drained + empty + empty

i want my heart back.

a long long time ago, I gave it away.

but i never really got it back

except that i couldn't really see it and now i dont know how.

and

I WANT FALSE EYELASHES

I Know its unladylike

and against my better judgement

but they're GORGEOUS

especially with the diamentes

Now i see that, maybe she's trying afterall. =)

2006-08-09T10:45:00.000Z

its final. I'm not to participate inthe school concert.

But not before a whole episode of drama was 'unveiled'.

Firstly,

madam anne and grace did not say that I had an attitude problem.

So they were pissed that evryone thought so

I can accept that.

But they were pissed that I told evryone my side of things

WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO?? JUST MAGICALLY KNOW

THAT GOH WAS MAKING IT UP ?????????

and

THE VICE PRINCI-PAL IS A LIAR

the choir teachers never said that I had an attitude problem.

whatever they said about me was meant to be positive.

and when they confronted the vp

SHE F**(%ing TOLD THEM THAT SHE NEVER TOLD ME SUCH THINGS

THE HAG FRAMED ME

Now the rents insist on going to school to clear things up

should i let them?????

The VP might hate me forever

Special thanks to evryone who supported me and even went to see the vp (jiashyuan)

my class 5L!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

form 5'ers,dancer blablabla

and most of all, people in my dance sarah,lynn,bee,gee,elsa,stef,sher,soonk,aiman,jiashyuan etc.

madam vicky , madam gina

I love you all.

I miss dancing and hanging with them already. Its bad enough that I wont see them as much after this.

cannot believe i'm not in the last concert of my life. *stabs somebody*

evrything works out for the best. at least they gave me my money back

poor cassie is my replacement. its not easy for her.

2006-08-08T11:26:00.000Z

Enough

Today I was thrown out of the school concert.

By Madam Goh. (new vice principal)

because she caught me with my collar and cuffs unbottoned. Thrice.

Thereby I am showing open defiance of not just an ordinary teacher. but to the

school heads.

what absolute tosh.

I was in such shock when they told me that i forgot to apologise to the two fat heads

thews : Girl, it is obvious that you cannot obey us. SAY IT!!! SAY IT NOW! "I Cannot

Obey!!!!"

yan: (of course there is no way that i can say it, it would be a sign of acutally

obeying) I beg your pardon? (pretends to be deaf)

thews: *ROLLS EYES* Nevermind!!!!!! So do you have anything left to say (by then they've

already decided to remove me from concert. and i suppose they wanted me to apologise)

yan: thinks:OMG this is really happening what are we gonna do??? Concert's in TWO DAYS!!

poor Jia shyuan. what are the rest gonna do to fill up the holes????? says: NO

AAAHH!! So i realised later that I had to aplogise no matter what.

But i couldn't do it.

Firstly, I was not sorry and I did nothing wrong.

But I was pretty sorry that I did not say sorry before.

WHY IS IT WRONG TO UNBUTTON YOUR SLEEVES

IN HOT WEATHER AFTER DANCE PRACTICE??

even saying it in my head sounds ridiculous.

so eventually evrybody I asked told me to just go ahead to apologise.

I swallowed my pride (something i dont do often) and pottered off to the office

and was met with even more drama and nonsense

Apparently, some choir teachers blabbed that I had an attitude problem when they were in the office (about half an hour before me)

and that I'm aloof and snooty

and therefore am not fit to be in the concert

even if i was aloof and bla bla bla

WHY IS THAT EVEN A PROBLEM???????!!!!

and apparently I saved my mom's number as Queen E.

WHY IS THAT THEIR BLINKING PROBLEM???????!!!!!

I feel so betrayed. I dont even mind what goh accused me of being. Because they're not true.

I dont feel the need to rectify anything. I just feel betrayed that the ahem aforesaid choir teachers would

say it. why are they so childish??

they've got the opening act and their finale!!

Isn't that enough??????

and goh says i'm not wesleyan

but i dont want to be her wesleyan if i have to be spineless, grovelling and have to have to be ms sunshine

all the time.

I am our own wesleyan. The form's idea of wesleyan. just being us.

real people with individuality , integrity and reason

my heart is so tired of all the ridiculous unecessary drama that seems to dominate our live

I'm tired of trying

we're tired of trying

nothing we say makes a difference

I dont think she cares anyway

but it seems wrong to give up.

its against evrything that i've ever been taught to believe

that is:

you should never give up if your heart is true. because you will prevail in the end

but its hopeless

All i need is some kind of indication that she's trying too

But everyday evidence that she isn't trying grows stronger

and i ask myself why am i so blind??

cant I see that she doesn't want to try?

I feel stupid willingly blinding myself and believing that she wants to try as much as i do

but in the end i still have faith

a blind person can see what a person with vision cannot.

How now brown cows??

2006-08-05T16:08:00.000Z

You Are Chicken

Bah! You're hardly meat. But you are quite popular, and people aspire to taste like you.
You're probably quite skinny and free of vices. Except letting people eat your eggs.

What Kind of Meat Are You?

2006-08-04T13:45:00.000Z

I Just want to go and smell what its like

Really

I will not obsess about it.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

IWANNIT! IWANNIT!IWANNIT!iWANNIT!IWANNIT!!!!!

sigh, I really should start/be studying now
I've finally found a place for the liber lunch, mandarin oriental but it costs 80 dollars. Most of the board dont mind paying, but now the form 3/4's are trying to revolutionize. and so is Zubaidah. Geez.
It's not like she's paying any money to have lunch at a 5 star hotel. and she keeps creating hypothetical problems like how the parents will complain about the price. we havent even tried asking yet.

The offer from the Coconut house was really good though. Only 40 per person for authentic Italian food, about 27 dishes AND its a private function just for us. But because of one person, 45 people have to sacrifice such a good deal because its not ooking halal. Apparently all the crockery and cutlery in the place has been contaminated by prok even though I'm not even serving it on the menu.
its also not posh enough.

apparently.

and now mandarin is too expensive cuz we have to foot the bill for three useless bums

I think they're problem is that they dont know what they want.

Its driving me crazy.

me, wee nie and BEE BEE (picture courtesy of her) at Aiman's party

It was a pool party but we decided no to get wet ( amazingly, we managed to stary reasonably dry) We had fun and hung out with Julia and talkedandtalkedandtalked.
It's amazing how she's matured so much now.

2006-07-21T15:12:00.000Z

I'm so glad I didn't change my mind and went.

I now believe in the stuff in movies again.

Thank you.

and congratulations, naturally. Even though its not enough to describe the

happiness/elation??/mega overwhelming joy youknowwhatimean that I feel for you.

too tired to blog. will explain.soon. bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-06T13:20:00.000Z

Vox Populi. Vox Dei

Its Thursday. (talk about stating the obvious) But in my head its still sbout wednesday.

Nevermind.

Yesterday, one of those firemen people came to our school and gave us one of those

how to put out fire demonstartions after our fire drill. Elsa and I got to put out the

fires with the blue extinguisher thingys. its our dream come true.

The last time we had something like this was way back in form one or two. But

we did not get chosen to put the fires out. So this time we decided to choose

ourselves. There was some hesitation at first but then we figured that we had

nothing to lose. So we pretty much rushed to the front of the assembly and

did our thing. The principal also chose this timely moment to ask Elsa to pull up

her tie.

I suppose he'll never learn. All the same, we got what we wanted. thats all that matters

Dance practice was fun today. we played lots of pepsi cola. The guys are like little

kids who need some motivation to get them going. Today, we discovered that pepsi

cola is just what we're looking for.

Yesterday i was browsing through my old old back up files and found lots of old pictures of us in form 3. check it out.

sarah putting her cat face on

Steph with stef's makeup artist uncle

Stef looking a bit scary (not in a bad way)

Rah Lynn and steph

Cats! (where's elsa?????)

This is how steph looked like in the morning when we bummed around class before going for chapel. notice the bangs o.O

Lynn (with short hair) sitting next to kim horng

random shot of people who sat behind me

and nik who sat next to me (haha what a horny face)

Lynn videoing (i believe she has one of nik blowing bubbles)

Good old days of PJK =(

and set teaching with your friends

The guys at pjk

people from other sets waiting to come in

rah n sa volleyballing

a tinier devan

the clock in class

Cats!!!! (with sa)

2006-07-03T13:51:00.000Z

I Floss. You Floss. God

Bless AmericanDentistry.

I just kind of realised, that its JULY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What happened to June???? I dont really remember June happening at all.

School SUCKED today.

I LEFT MY FILE ON THE LRT IN THE MORNING.

Dumbest thing I've ever done in my entire life. cuz all my exercise books are in it.

and lynn n rah got premila mad. poor darlings. at least Rah liked the dress and shoes we got her.

My file is still M.I.A

I really should be doing my moral project now.

To All Bildeners : (the only one i know who might read this is Lin) there will be yet

another gathering on the fourteenth at Bilden. its potluck I think.

For more info please contact darling sip chen who is organising this.

Should start planning Sa's birthday.

and i hope bee gets fixed. real soon.

"Several Ways To Die Trying"

Pacific Sun, you should have warned us, it gets so cold here.

And the night can freeze, before you set it on fire.

And our flares go unnoticed.
Dimminished, faded just as soon as they are fired.

We are, we are, intrigued. We are, we are, invisible.

Oh, how we've shouted, how we've screamed, take notice, take interest, take me with you.

But all our fears fall on deaf ears.

Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live.

Pacific sun, you should have warned us, these heights are dizzying,
and the climb can kill you long before the fall.

And our trails go unmarked and unmapped and covered
just as soon as they are crossed.

We are, we are, intriguing. We are, we are, desirable.

Oh how we've shouted, how we've screamed,

take notice, take interest, take me with you.

But all our fears fall on deaf ears.

Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
while closing our caskets cold and tight.

But I'm dying to live.

2006-06-25T15:25:00.000Z

You Are Jean Grey

Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death).
Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally!

Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals

Which of the X-Men Are You?

2006-06-16T13:39:00.000Z

Madam Gina's Wedding!

I have posted pictures for all you morons who did not go (courtesy of

Tarrant). Madam was real pretty in her gown (lacy and backless. o.O)

Everything was simple and sweet. Mary Lourdes was the bridesmaid btw (ex-bio teacher who ran off to firther her studies)

the ceremony was pretty cool (catholic) there was even a script printed in the programme and there were bits where the audience were supposed to participate in.

I was kind of touched/moved after the ceremony when madam insisted that she wanted to take pictures with us after her family photo instead of the other guests. it was so sweet of her.

Her mommy had to come to look for us. heehee. that felt kind of like school where they run after us to take class pictures.

Madam signing the thingy (Mary Lourdes is in the background)

Madam walking down the isle!!!!!!

The students who went (i'm like invisible)

haha madam anne and madam whirls

MR LOH WENT!!!! with mrsloh but she's not in the pic
madam and her new husband (not that there was a new one but you get what i mean) Edwin

Close up of madam. isn't she pweeeteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee??????????????

oh was tagged by steffie who was tagged by beebee who was tagged by lin

10 years ago I was

A major Nerd
Had short hair
Didn't speak a word of Chinese but was in a Chinese school
Had chinese tuition 5 days a week
did all my homework
oh and I met pin ruh, kwee loong, juanhua, rachel, jocelyn, jiashyuan. Most of us are still in the same class today. I dunno what i'd do without them next year. they always seem to be around.

5 years ago I was

A public speaking person who went for competitions (won a trip to aussie! heehee)
really fair
did none of my homework
shifted school and went to my grandfather's school where I became royalty (kind of)
hung out more with friends outside of school (bilden) than in school. school kids just didn't click that well

1 year ago I was:

Really bummed that we weren't in the same class
Made friends with people I NEVER spoke to : Megan, yunn shuen, qing, wei jin, jonathan, wei jians
surprised that they made us do cats! for the millionth time
Sad that we drifted apart (are drifting actually, but we try our best to fix things). Lynn thinks its inevitable. hmph. maybe she's right
Happy

Yesterday I was

Stuck in a traffic jam and did not get home till like 8.45
Stef and I sang till it rained so that form 5ves could go home
Glad that I had a free period (bio)
Sickened by some article I read on RD about some dude who found it sexually satisfying to kill girls
Happy that I learnt bits of our dance. Its cool

5 most recent songs I listened to:

Misquous Girl - Nelly potato
S.O.S - Rhiana
O Sole Mio (for my violin exam)
Fan of your life- goo goo dolls
For you I will

5 songs I know all the words to:

Ai wo bie zhou
Deep and Meaningless
Accidentally in love
when you say nothing at all
Ironic

Ideal places for running away to:

My study ,bedroom, and dressing (has all my stuff)
Grandma's house
aunty's house (mainly houses of family, you get the picture)
Vienna?

5 things I should be doing now

Continuous Writing
sleep
practicing my violin
Kimia tuition homework
moral project essays

5 Biggest joys in my life:

Family
Pets!
Old friends
best friends
food

5 people i tag

Stephanie
Lin!
Sa
RAH
you

Oh and my four poster bed (single) is coming sometime next week!!!!!

then you guys can come over or something

2006-06-11T10:04:00.000Z

I passed my driver's license. I can drive legally. without bribing the guy.

Strangely, it means nothing to me that I can drive. I'd rather be able to sky dive or fly a plane.

The on the road test was quite scary though. My examiner was this dude in his thirties

so I got into the car and it was like

yan: er.....good afternoon sir....

dude: ok boleh start sekarang

yan drives. forgets to put on saftety belt.

yan tries to change gear while putting on safety belt. was quite a bad idea.

dude: so, kamu sudah kahwin tak?

yan : er...belum.... (wth??)

dude: haha bila nak kahwin?? (wth????)

Nak kahwin dengan saya?

yan: EW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ignores dude but

picks up speed A LOT ( not that thats possible with a crappy kancil)

Luckily I passed and my car didn't die on the way . But at the going up slope bit I was so nervous I forgot to release the handbrake. The car kept dying and I just sat there wondering why. Luckily this super nice guy standing there asked me if I had released the handbrake. grrr.... was really embarassing cuz lots of people were watching.

school starts tomorrow. yuck.

gtg. I'm making dinner tonight.

marinated mushrooms, oxtail soup, lasagna and cheesecake. yum.

2006-06-08T13:12:00.000Z

The Die IS cast

I curled my hair. Except they're not curls.

More like waves if you ask me.

It's not ugly. But its not me.

I would put up a picture but the pictures my laptop takes are ghastly and my camera died.

I'm taking my driving test tomorrow. I hope I dont flunk/crash/kill anybody/thing.

Going shopping with momster tomorrow. I saw this white skirt in British India that I really want . heehee. and why am I typing in Italics?????

and I'm making dinner on Sunday so I've got to get ingredients tomorrow. I want to make

French Onion Soup. But I dont know where to get gruyere!!!!!!! I've searched

EVERYWHERE

but to no avail. Guess I'll have to use L'emmental.

I Love be delicious.

2006-06-06T13:37:00.000Z

AND SO THE ANNUAL DILEMMA BEGINS

SHOULD I CURL MY HAIR?????????? again.

The first time i did it was DISASTEROUS

then I chopped it off

second time was OK

but it wasn't the perfect plastic fake looking curls i want. it was more like waves

so, question is: DO I do it AGAIN?????

might be perfect. might not be

Mum's getting her hair done at Grace salon tomorrow so she asked me if i want to change my hair. so I have like 14 hrs to decide.

Help.

I was never very good at this. heehee so this makes me sound like a total bimbo but hey, what the heck.embrace the bimbo within!!! I'm not so bimbonic sometimes. promise.

Haha, I can just hear Rah and Sa telling me to leave my hair alone already. But its a 50/50 gamble, what if I get PERFECT curls? I'll never know unless i go. But what if I get fried hair??????????????????????

oh. and I WATCHED KUROSAGI!!!!!

ITS AWESOME!!!! yamapi has BLACK HAIR!!!!!!

and amah's making me watch some lunch lady series thingy. Its japanese. I think.

Got to go watch. hello there lin. I hope the hols aren't giving you too much of a bore.

2006-05-31T12:02:00.000Z

HAPPY THOU(17)SANDTH BIRTHDAY RAH!!!!!!

I'm so sorry I couldn't go with the surprise entourage, I had stupid tuition class to go to, I'm sure you know how I feel =(

Exams are over and I can get back to doing NOTHING! Except that I really cant cuz of all the tuition classes lined up. I hope to finish the chemistry syllabus by this week. utter madness

Daddy just came back from singapore yesterday. He got me a Gucci bag. I couldn't believe it! He's usually extremely FRUGAL and does not understand why I would buy anything thats not on sale or over 50.
Then he told me he couldn't decide between a Gucci or a CHANEL

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY WOULD ANYBODY PICK GUCCI OVER CHANEL???? Apparrently, he

thought I would. Nevermind. I'm just grateful he got me something thats

not a bar of chocolate.

Oh. and apparently timmy and his sister read my blog.

Hello There Timmy and sister.

and hello Megan

Is anybody going for madam Gina's wedding???? I want to go. I think I'll get her a wedgewood teaset. She'll look pretty in her wedding gown.

and I've FINALLY watched SERENDIPITY

and I LOVE the movie. is so sweet. Kind of like the chinese

comic that I love by Jimmy something.

Its really really cliched but it makes you believe in

fate / Serendipity / Destiny

and what are mandibles?? The word's been stuck in my head all

day. I remember once i told somebody that something had huge mandibles but now i dont remember what they are

mandibles

mandibles

mandible??

Feemee, yan, qing, elsa

Heehee for i.u. elsa and I made our own costumes. we sewed and made a piece of garment from scratch!!!!! theme was rome btw

Bee and stef making gallons of RIBENA

will put up pictures of lynn and rah.soon.

Au revoir

2006-05-19T13:41:00.000Z

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2006-04-23T10:27:00.000Z

Last Saturday (or was it last last??) I met a fisherman

His name is Nigel

and he plays the violin considerably well.

He's also 15 (form 4) and goes to MBSKL

haha, but he's SERIOUS about fishing. When I was talking to him, he was reading a

manual teaching you how to assemble some kind of rod. Before competitions, he flies

to TRENGGANU to practice fishing.

Mind you, he doesn't skip school or anything but goes AFTER school so that he

does not miss any lessons.

He BRINGS HIS HOMEWORK along to be done on the boat and fishes till about 2

the next day.

THEN HE FLIES BACK TO KL IN TIME FOR SCHOOL WITH

HOMEWORK COMPLETED.

He's just come back from a competition on wednesday (without missing school, of course) and he's kinda bummed cuz he lost.

But it was a open competition and how is he supposed to compete with people who have been fishing for more than a century?? (he doesn't see my point)

haha, liber trip to chocolate factory's this wednesday! I cant wait!

sigh, should really start Nerd-Ing soon.................

2006-04-11T10:16:00.000Z

yayness no school today!
Gramps's birthday was on sunday. He's now 2020202020!!!!!!!!!!
Oh gosh we're all getting old.
OLD
Went to Rumah Charris (isthathowyouspellit) on Friday. Was ok. Better than last yr's com serve. Wasn't as saddifying
Anyway, Sarah got third for high jump! (at least I think she did) yayness again!
Went for leo IU over the weekend (saturday) It was ok. Simple and ran quite smoothly. The back drop was COOL!!!! Yunn Shuen did an excellent job
Then I went home to shower and change and go for dinner with Les Hommes Chinois but I FELL ASLEEP =P so I was half an hour late (whoops) and didn't have time to dress properly. Dinner was as fun as fun with les hommes chinois can be. Haha, actually it was pretty good. Yeeling, jo ann, amah, yet shin and leongers came along too!!
The food didn't arrive till 45 mins AFTER i arrived. haha, we were watching power rangers and taking pictures to pass the time.
Food was yummy. Jianhua must be an expert orderer.
They wanted to watch a movie after that but some people had no transport home. Boo.

anyway....

time for pictures

The Banghra dancers! So proud of them

Pin Ruh , MEgan (assistant OC) , Wee Nie (OC) and Suet mey (emcee)

Pin Ruh, Megan and I (blurred jer Min)

And I give to you.....baby loong's ultra cool photography skills

Eng Huat and I all smiles to take a picture. But its blurr. okaayy. we'll just take another one

But its just as bad (haha, eng huat's scowling)

FINALLY he takes a clear picture but i look wonky (or maybe my camera's cacat)

AND GROUCHY'S ALLIIIIIVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

haha, dinner at some random place in pudu...............................................

will publish pictures from com serf soon. and Le Yeux series (the eye) and kwee loong's cam whore series.

2006-04-09T13:19:00.000Z

haha, got this from stepf's lj. UK?? hm.......

Which country should you REALLY be living in?

The United Kingdom

You have pride in yourself and pride in your country. You believe that history and culture is an important factor to the future of your country, and that traditions and values should be upheld. You love your scones and tea, and reading soppy romance novels. The UK is where you should be...

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2006-04-03T06:10:00.000Z

yay! have found A lovely template with nice big space!!!! But the fonts kinda ugly. Do you know how i can change that? and the coulur is mainly EGGSHELL. nothing against that except eggshell is not really my colour. I suppose I cant have evrything. Skipped school today . yayness. did absolutely nothing! well, almost. I did some chem homework in the morning but thats it. Went for qing ming yesterday! It was ever so much fun! Some relatives came from hong kong and they came along too! Apparently they came 12 yrs ago and now that they have returned, my grandparents are gone. Poor them. I'm not sure how we're related but apparently we share the same greatgrandfather or something (whose grave we went to visit.)
Something's wrong with all my stuff lately:
1. phone refuses to work properly
2. Camera keeps saying that he has had an error with the memory card =( (so u guys'll have to wait for all those retarded pictures we took)
3. PDA REFUSES to recharge
4. My lovely radio (Le piece resistance of my room) has gone berserk. daddy says I might have to get a more practical one =(

......sigh....at least mp3 is working with me here.

Heard this lovely poem when I watched In Her Shoes. I'm obsessed with it now (mainly the bits from "here is the deepest secret nobody knows"

I carry your heart with me(I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it(anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world(for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

Hm....Lynn's probably right about the whole bitch blogging thing. maybe I'll switch to lj. But i love my new template =(
But I think we didnt start blogging in order to hurt other people's feelings even though we feel that we have been hurt by them. I think we started blogging (or rather , I did,if you dont agree) so that we have a record of how we thought or felt at that time in our lives (or maybe not cuz it can be deleted just like that) and also to keep an update on each other's lives without sending lengthy emails to each other. escpecially with friends whom we hardly see anymore or who have gone abroad. dont actually know what conclusion i'm coming to but the office staff must be really free and overpaid to do mundane things like check on what we say about phat pee.

2006-03-31T16:05:00.000Z

sigh. tried to find nice new template. but to no avail. This one's too tiny =(

2006-03-03T13:40:00.000Z

Why do people have to backstab people all the time? even when you didnt do anything wrong? Or at least you don't remember doing anything wrong? If you truly are a friend, why do you join in backstabbing your friends? Is it so difficult to stand up to defend your friend? Why is it so difficult to take a stand?
Whats up with backstabbers? Its so lame and cowardly. Just tell that person to their face. And why backstab a person by bi**hing to her friends as well? and if she considers them her friends, why do they agree and bitch as well? what kind of cowards are we producing?
When I make friends with a person (which is quite difficult) but when I do, I place absolute trust in them. So why would they want to betray this loyalty I have for them? and why is it so difficult to find a loyal friend who would do the same for you?
and why do people make things so complicated? why cant people just be friends? Just simple, innocent but true friendship?
If you dont like a person and you are capable of bitching about them behind their backs, why remain friends with them? Do you know how it hurts to find out? Wouldn't you rather have one true friend who would stand up for you unconditionally rather than a whole bunch of friends who will happilybetray you?
It hurts to know that friends of so many years can do this to you. that they would readily turn their backs on you just when one person backstabs you. It hurts to know that people would do this even when you have not done the same. it makes you see the truth in them: that they are cowardly and childish. Really, what kind of pleasure do they get out of this? Do they get paid? Does making your friends verbally betray you make them feel better than you? Does this prove that they are superior and more likeable? Because really, it doesn't.
It just leaves the other disappointed and brokenhearted. Disappointed that a person whom you have known for years turns out to be somebody whom you don't know at all. and broken hearted that they are capable of such stupidity and cruelty.

2006-02-23T09:58:00.000Z

Whats happening to our high school life? Its almost the end of FEBRUARY!! Gosh....and to think school just started and first term hols are round the corner already (AFTER the EXAMS of course)
I skipped school today in order to sleep and study. But all I've managed to do is sleep, watch LOVE Actually, make quiche and a toblerone cheese cake. Sigh. Maybe I'll just flunk the first term. the Kiasu in me tells me that thats not an option but the rest of me is not listening.
Valentine's Over. Leadership Camp is.Over. Librarian Installation is Over as well.
Sigh............
But it was such a blast while it happened. I guess thats all that matters.
Leadership Camp was really awesome! Eng Huat and I were facilitators of Group eleven! (my darlings) a.k.a. The Funky Monkeys. They won The TEAM CHALLENGE and came out second for best group. I'm actually really surprised because i did not expect to function as a team by themselves but thanks to their kickass leader (Rachel Heah), THEY DID!
The firedrill thing was funny and everyone looked great on retro night (only those who had bothered to dress up, mind you)
I think The Mystery was the most fun. We HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN! For like Famine or something. But the kids asked some really stupid questions:
1. Why do you think you are crazy?
2. Do you think you look bitchy?
and the list goes on...................................
but it was fun to organise it and act it out

The DREAM TEAM- before the Final Showdown which made them CHAMPION

The indispensable facilitators

Groups 11 & 12! Funky monkeys and Powers!!

Elsa In dirty dirty wig. She looks great though. no surprise there.

Us on REtro Night!

......And Once again Je Te Presente ......The FUNKY MONKEYS *hearts*

Camp really changed my point of view of many things.

Some people whom I used to dislike just because turned out to be nice and i was just really prejudiced all along.
My friends really are the most capable, berkaliber, most patient people in the world. If not, a certain body will be dead and the camp would not have happened at all.
Eng Huat (who used to be just the handphone guy) is now a singing yowling/yoddling fellow facilitator and friend.
Kuo Jian is hotass in a skirt
My phone alarm is uber annoying (even though I couldn't hear it =p)
Bad things happen to good people (pui yee's phone was stolen)
Jack and Eng Huat must be one of the sweetest people
Canteen food is not so bad afterall
I can touch the canteen ceiling!!
You can sing tong hua all day and not get sick of it
Confessions is quite a nice song

hm....thats all i can think of for now

will get pictures from installation soon.....we posered around a bit with the prefects. so...there are quite a number of pictures

2006-02-12T13:47:00.000Z

Could this day get any worse?
Its the end of the weekend, the end of chinese new year and I've lost my lrt card.........
Oh and I lost my school diary. Cuz my sister got mugged and my diary was in her bag. Poor thing. Her mp3 is gone.....but luckily her phone was smart enough to fall out of her bag while they snatched it. She's rewarding her phone by giving it new clothes.
Went to Times square with bee and lynn yesterday. We had so much fun but didn't buy anything. Cant wait to watch the japanese series lynn bought.
Went to klcc with fluffers today to buy zeng zhou's present. because I'm a nice person.
I got him black shades, a cute pen and zara shoes, which he probably doesn't really deserve but luckily for him I loved them and I had to get them for him. Fluffers thinks that it would be weird to receive shoes for one's birthday and he thought i should've gotten him a card reader instead. but nah, shoes are cool. They had black slightly pointy WAY shiny shoes for men but they came in like size 100 so I didn't get them. =(
Oh and I havent done my boxes. Mommy's gonna help me with them later. whoops. They're for chocolates for valentine's day.
Jern's leaving on the sixteenth for adelaide. and she'll only be back in dec. sigh. everybody's leaving.

It's Valentine's Day on Tuesday and except for 3 of us, the rest of us will be spending the day alone together. Again; Naturally.
Which isn't a big deal, really. Because I think that when you meet the love of your life. Time stops. haha, totally irrelavant. But yeah when you meet THE love of your life, every time your heart was broken, every valentine's day you had to spend alone, everytime at anytime in your life you felt all emo and morbid would be worth it just because of him and that you're with him now.
Isn't that lovely?

2006-02-08T15:13:00.000Z

Check out new depressing template. Will change it as soon as I'm sick of it. (should be pretty soon cuz the songs get annoying). Supposed to be studying for bio test. Gave up after three chapters. Nothing will stick in my brain.
I missed kwong the other day. When I went to bsc. Wanted to call her to ask her to come along. then I realised that SHE'S NOT HERE!!! I was so crushed. Dont you all agree that she sounds so stressed? It was so brave of her to skip a whole year. and lynn's less sad now (i believe she was actually happy on monday). Good for her. I like happy lynnie.

will attempt to cram some bio again....bye bye blog

2006-02-05T15:25:00.000Z

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2006-02-05T05:51:00.000Z

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2006-02-05T04:56:00.000Z

I'm supposed to be doing my commonwealth essay but I just cannot seem to get started. School starts TOMORROW. sigh.
My cousin had his engagment party last night and I've got to go for some registration ceremony thing later. He wont have his wedding untill later this year just because all the coolest places have already been booked. haha how typical. Talked to Gavin about my essay last night (or rather, this morning) and now I actually have something to write about! Chen tried to help but all he came up with was this:
How am I supposed to be inspired by a bunch of candles?! Apparently it was something he made for his girlfriend for her birthday. How sweet. Didn't know that he had it in him.

Anyway, Chinese New Year was a blast! A whole week of eating, collecting money, the occasional gamble and a reason to look your best everyday. Will post picture of me in yukata soon (for beebee) . The shanghai Red lipstick was awesome!

and will post pictures from my birthday as soon as I receive them from Kwong. Thank You all SOOOO Much for everyrhing you've done! The banner, cake, presents, video bla bla bla. It was all wonderful and really made everything perfect. with, of course the HUGE blemish that stef and sarah could not come but that was inevitable.
Oh and I've got to post pictures of my presents because sarah has not seen them.

Once again, so much has happened since my last post (maybe I should update more frequently)
1.Wei Jin and I are 17 =(
2.I'm now the proud owner of a hair iron straightener thing
3. Kwong is now back in Aussie =(
4.I'm probably 5 inches wider
5.I can now more or less understand whats going on at a mahjong game! (still a little hazy though)
6. My cousin's engaged or rather, registered (apparently this still allows you to receive angpows and exempts you from giving out any because you have not had the banquet and tea ceremony)
7.Pin Ruh's back from Shanghai!
and so on. cant really remember everything. =)

I'm actually reading A Short History of nearly Everything. (courtesy Of the school library) and it is surprisingly good. Jianhua told me it was dead boring, but its NOT. Its actually quite funny.

oh and I went to BSC the other day to do some food shopping and.........BOOKBINDERS IS OPEN THERE (or rather has just been opened) I LOVE THEIR ORGANISERS!!!!! AND its cheaper than singapore!!! (only slightly though, but the point is: THEY'RE HERE) mummy generously bought me an organizer as I was broke from all the food shopping. I wanted to cook a four-course dinner and everything amounted to almost 200 dollars. I didn't go to chen's house so that i could cook. =(. But dinner was really good. appetizer: marinated mushrooms and French onion soup Main courses: ravioli in white clam sauce and Cod cooked in lemon and thyme Dessert: peach sherbert. yum yum yum yum. My family loved it too (except I'm the only one who loves Cod fish) Oh and I've Finally watched memoirs of a Geisha (loved the setting and gong li was hot but acting was weird and aren't her eyes supposed to be grey??)

And I've Finally watched PRIDE & PREJUDICE and i lllove it!!!!!
Elizabeth is pretty and jane is so sweet. Pemberley is GORGEOUS!!!! script was excellent and MR. Darcy is absolutely wonderful.
Blogger is being difficult and refuses to upload any pictures. *glares at blogger

"You have bewitched me body and soul, and i Love...I Love...I Love you. I never wish to be parted from you as of this day." (or something along those lines) Oh! Swooness

sigh......must bugger off for registration thing.........

2006-01-22T05:35:00.000Z

Haha, Have not blogged in awhile (almost three weeks i think) and I'm now updating the thing due to popular demand. the past weeks have been crazy and fully loaded with TONS of homework. I have not watched a second of TV since school started so I fullt intend to watch Raising Helen (courtesey of Megan) later. I've finally finished MAKING my invitations and they're finally in the post (provided that my dad's secretary remembers to post them)
I bought a tube of chanel lipstick yesterday to go with my kimono thing for new year. Its SHANGHAI RED!! woohoo! love it to bits. All my other lip colours are pretty natural so I wanted something really sharp. oh and zeng zhou gave me black coloured contacts (which I love) but I cannot fathom why he would get them because a) we are still not talking (I dont know why either) and b) my birthday isn't untill next week. Still, how can I not accept free stuff?
Here's some stuff that happened since school started:
I sit next to perashant (weirdness),
librarians are getting blazers (yay!),
Gina is engaged(we think) , Gina hates me,
I PASSED MY THEORY EXAM (which is a big deal for me because I studied the entire syllabus on my own in three days during the school final exams) st least all that stress was worth it, I also passed my undang,
Jianhua is now seventeen,
Grandpa is now back in the uk, Lynn's back in kl, Kyo is back in japan,
I bought a whole sucession of Pda's,
watched wallace and gromit,
I still dont have a note-booky thing whilst everyone else has matching ones,
still in dire need of big black square chanel shades and shiny little backpack,
my chemistry experiments are unbelievable lately (keep getting perfect results as opposed to having to modify my results by A LOT) ,
we're allowed to eat in bm, Have to stay back almost everyday(which also means getting home REALLY late as I also have tuition on an almost daily basis)
Have less zits
Matthews hates me too (poorthing)
but moses and everybody else is ok
Poor sarah is morbid and in smo, stef couldn't go to sam's party cuz she had to have a HAIRCUT, and I couldn't go because I had to go shopping (it was an imperative from momster)
Downloaded the Madagascar Penguins in a Christmas Capel (which I thought was better than wallance and gromit (isthathowyouspellit?))

2006-01-02T13:05:00.000Z

SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i suppose you all already knew that.
Went for tuition and spent the rest of the day shopping for a sari with kyo. She looks really cool in it (will post pics soon). I love my hp ipaq!! I decided to get a smaller one minus the fingerprint reader.. Too bad they didnt make one with a retina scanner. that would've been really really cool! sigh.......see you guys tomorrow. man.... we'll be taking spm. The stress will be on for the next eleven months or so. I wana be in form 2!

2005-12-30T14:19:00.000Z

hahaha went to klcc, times square and midvalley with steph and kyo today! We had loads of fun. Of course kyo was the only one doing any shopping. It was like everything was free. Oh man, I wish i could afford to shop like that. Not that I would, I'd just enjoy knowing that I could.
Oh, and steph and I finally got

DENG DENG DENG DENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahaha!!!Love it to bits!

Oh and Kyo gave me a yutaka!!!!! WWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its a summer kimono thing. One of my lifelong dreams have come true! I absolutely love it. It comes with the butterfly thing that you stick at the back!
and she's totally cool -a pro para para dancer! woohoo!

2005-12-28T14:53:00.000Z

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
Haha I did most of my homework and passed them up on time and i went BOWLING. Oh and i joined some orchestra thingy. I also bought flowers for all my friends for valentine's and went for an overnight trip with people from school. I RAN DURING SPORTS DAY!!!!plus loads of other stuff but it might bore you to read it.

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Didn't bother making any. But I resolve to become even nerdIER than i am now. which means actually doing ALL important homework and no cramming during exams because I WILL study..................i hope

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
er...no.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
My grandma. dont want to elaborate.

5. What countries did you visit?
Singapore

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
Genius

7. What dates from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
er....my birthday....elsa's n kim's dinner, cats again, langkawi trip, librarian lunch. Well obviously because I had fun and I was with all my friends whom i love. why do they ask why?

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
i ran 400m during sports day and i did not get last.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Didn't get to say goodbye to my.......................................grandma =(

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Does temporal mental illness count?

11. What was the best thing you bought?
A VIOLIN! =D

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Jun Hao

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
haha dont want to name any names but starts with an S and ends with an -anley

14. Where did most of your money go?
Towards the growth of the economy? I wish i knew where it all went....then i could get it back!

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
hAHA, nothing really. I'm excited most of the time therefore its hard to get really, really, really excited (is this making sense?)

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
Beautiful

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder?
happier
b) thinner or fatter?
same.
c) richer or poorer?
same

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Getting in touch with my old friends and studying and studying and maybe a bit more studying

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Nothing, actually

20. How did you spend Christmas?
With family

21. Did you fall in love in 2005?
no

22. How many one-night stands?
haha, cant remember

23. What were your favorite TV programs?
Some cantonnese drama thing thats not on anymore

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
At first I thought i did, but i realise I pity her more

25. What was the best book you read?
Anna Kaernina

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
I discovered that...I still cannot do a vribrato properly

27. What did you want and get?
my violin? but that might be more of a need

28. What did you want and not get?
haha..you dont want to ask me that

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
cant remember any particularly good ones. I liked the corpse bride because i watched it with my friends and narnia also because the company was good. not the movie

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I LOVED my birthday!! I couldnt celebrate it because my grandma passed away. But lynn and bee got me a cake anyway and they (stef, sarah, elsa, lynn n bee) RECITED the birthday song without candles n whatnot. It was sooo thoughtful and sweet of them. Thanks guys!!

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Having all of us in the same class.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
er....slightly strange?

33. What kept you sane?
my darling friends and family

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
haha, i discovered that edison chen is HOT

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
They passed some eezlumik law where when you marry a first second third or fourth wife. ALL her property is automatically yours. all those poor women.....

36. Who did you miss?
my daschund

37. Who was the best new person you met?
Megan

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005
Visit your grandparents everyday and dont let your puppies near the pond unattended

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
You hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad but I'd do it again just to live what we had. Damn thats sad

2005-12-28T10:07:00.000Z

aha! I've got a new template. But i'm too lazy to change the tag colours yet....blegh...but the old colours look SO AWFUL
p.s. is this layout any better? i know you still cant see pictures properly but aiyar...couldnt find a NICE & BIG template
i cannot believe school is starting so soon. I cant even remember what i did during the hols. I remember lots of tuition and cats and thats about it. oh no! i'm turning into a grandma already
Anyway, lynn sounds like she's having loads of fun in japan. maybe i should go too! But i wana visit julia in guangzhou too.....choices choices

i Found this pic while looking for blog templates . Isn't it sad? why would a little girl in a pretty pooffy fairy costume be sad? ok. stupid question. but the theme of the blog was something about being left alone and how dreams were not meant to come true. How morbid. So I was wondering, what happens if you dont live the fairytale ending and your dreams did not come true? We all think (at least education wants us to)that every day we live, every step we take is supposed to lead us to some kind of ultimatumish thing where every dream/ambition we have is supposed to come true. what if it doesn't???then wont our lives become a big waste of food water and oxygen?(ok, so maybe not) we could always find other things to pursue but deep in our hearts we know we would be settling for second best. how terrible.

anyway, steph ,stef and sarah have agreed to chip in for the tiffany bracelets! How nice of them. Oh, and i just received a christmas card from sarah. THANKS SARAH! Its so sweet of her. the card's really cute with lots of cute santa's piled in front. and it came in a burgundy envelope. bee bee has just discovered my blog HELLO BEE BEE!

My mad parents want to get me a pda (dont know why i need one) so my mom, aunty and i went to low yat to check some out. haha, the hp ipaq is pretty cool. its got a biometric fingerprint reader! its cool even though i dont know why it needs one either. I've got a choice between a pda or a creative zen mp3 thingy. choices choices....maybe i wont get either and just ask for a shoes. or just ask for nothing and insist that they not waste their money.

2005-12-27T03:38:00.000Z

haha, I'm finally updating my blog- at sarah's request.
I tried changing my template cuz
1. I'm getting sick of it
2. so many complaints
but i cannot seem to find any nice ones that arent like too small, hard to read bla bla bla

Anyway,
last thursday
I WENT OUT WITH MY BILDEN FRIENDS
then i had to go home for guo dong and ergo could not make it to sarah's production

The er...Bilden alumni and i went to 1u to watch narnia. haha, we went to eat chinese food which is REALLY weird for me cuz i normally have chinese with my family. Anyway, gramps (jun hao) decided this was best as there were eleven of us PLUS the dim sum was 50% off!
most of us made it except james ,jo yee, aitert, yih lin n yih wei n brian
but it was fun cuz i havent seen them in AGES!!!!!!! we got the biggest table in the restaurant in front of the wedding cake! lolz
the movie was ok. I found the kids a bit irritating cuz they were SO cowardly.
anyway,

us in chinese restaurant- jern's taking the pic

me, gramps and yi peng

Hai Ming and tze xuan (fluffy)

haha, us on the escalator (with fluff n ming behind-the two whitish blobs)

ivie and jern ai! (man they're all getting prettier whereas I look increasingly like a mom)

my sister(shan), jern, amah, and ivie

me, gramps! and sabrina! (haha, so i was wearing my mom get-up =) )

yi peng (sister of jun hao) , fluffers and sip chen! (haha,check out the phone on chen's arm!)

darling jern and i

ahaha, scary pic (escpecially with my METAL MOUTH)

GROUP PIC! top row frm left :Fluffers, shan, ivie, pin ruh, haiming!

bottom row from left: Jern! me, yi peng! gramps! sabrina!

I love them all soooo much! cant believe i lived a whole year without contacting them. NEVER AGAIN. dunno how i lived without them. stupid stupid yan

anyway, will post other pics some other time gtg buy some stuff

2005-12-16T14:05:00.000Z

In Which My Heart Is Broken.......

I've just reformatted and upgraded my comp which is really great but ALL MY PICTURES ARE GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALL MY PICTURES ARE GONE!
EVERY SINGLE IMAGE
EVERY BYTE I HAVE EVER TAKEN WITH MY CAMERA IS OFFICIALLY GONE!
GONE!!
GONE!!!!!
GONE!!!!!!!!
GONE!!!!!!!!!!
GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GONE!!!!!!!!!

i'm going to die of a broken heart soon....So if you never hear from me again YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED. Dont worry, all arrangements for the disposal of my all too mortal body have been made. I shall donate my books to any deprived child who cannot afford them and all my darling shoes to some orphanage in Tibet.ALL my pictures, the only proof of my evidence, so cruelly taken away from me...

Went with kok shin and stef for undang today . It was UNBELIEVABLY BORING. Imagine like a kh class for FIVE HOURS. Sarah yawn so hard, her jaws would fall off. Oh well, at least we've gotten it over with.Besides, at least the company was good. we made lists of categories we will have for the official unofficial awardy thing. Do you think its time we changed the title?and so you know only sixty plus ppl turned out for this year's prom? (heard frm stef). How terrible. We have to do something about that and make sure that doesn't happen next year. and lynn's leaving soon. in like an hour. sigh, cant believe she gets to miss school. I'm insanely jealous.

Oh and perhaps love wasn't that great. The plot was unclear and the songs were repetitive. and the costumes were comme ci comme ca.

I've decided to give everyone of us a Tiffany charm bracelet thingy for our birthdays! fake ones of course, cant afford real ones yet.Us being ppl whom we hang out with at school everyday. stephstefelsarahlynnbee. and they're for your birthdays. If anybody has any objections please inform me.

2005-12-14T04:50:00.000Z

Cant beleive I have to go for class later

blegh woke up at twelve and i've just been informed that I gotta go for class later =(.............oh wait.......Rachel just called and she cant make it. Yay! Maybe i dont have to go afterall!
Went for my grandma's birthday dinner yesterday. I nearly forgot about it (whoops!) untill my mom reminded me the night before. I got her a set of annick goutal parfums (la saisons) so everything turned out ok at first. We had catering done by some shanghainese restaurant from marriott i think. It could've been westin.My mad cousins ordered 999 roses for the party. We unpetaled them and sprinkled the petals on the floor. The house looked quite nice and the smell of roses was everywhere cuz every step you take, you would be crushing some poor rose's petals and the smell would waft into the air.Felt quite dirty after awhile actually, but no one else seemed to share my opinion. Sometime during the evening, my cousins got bored and wanted to do some steamboat thing so I was asked to get the contraption ready. So dutifully I plugged the thing in. when I turned on the switch, there was a bright FLASH of white light followed by a THUNDEROUS BOOM!!!!!!!!...............................................................................................then darkness......................
great. So I blew a couple of fuses and we were forced to continue our evening bathed in candlelight. Luckily there was a natural breeze blowing so it wasnt humid.
will post pics some other day.
reading some book called Rosie Dunne. Its hilarious for a chic lit book.

2005-12-09T12:54:00.000Z

In which I had a bloody nightmare(literally)
I dreamt that a bunch of us (I'm not really sure who now,but zeng zhou was there) murdered zainab and michelle (not yap. my violin teacher's daughter). i'm not really sure why either. I remember strangling zainab with a librarian tie. I think I did it but in my dream i was watching as a third party. and we slit open michelle's throat (I'm not sure why because she is such a sweet child) but it was dark and there was no blood. and zeng zhou was like where's the trakea?
anyway, we left our victims for dead, and on our way out, everybody managed to escape unnoticed except me. Some lady came and asked if I had seen zeng zhou and zainab. I told her I hadn't seen them since the day before and was soooo releived when she believed me and walked away, because my heart was pounding in my chest like mad, I could even hear the echoes in my ears and i was stammering like crazy. all this happened at about late evening.

The next day..........................................

I went to school through the front gate (which is REALLY weird) and I saw zainab standing in the foyer with in a black kebaya and her horrid plastic specs. She was glaring at me like crazy and threatened to report my murderous ways to fat P. I was TERRIFIED!!! I had to beg her (on my knees) for mercy!!! ................but to no avail...she vowed to haunt me and bring me to justice!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh no.......
I took a ktm to flee from the now evil zainab. In my moments of desperation, I called grandpa (jun Hao) to SAVE MEEEEE!!! Like the responsible child he normally is, He soon came in his pajero, skillfully steering on the train's tracks. Just like in an action movie, I somehow broke a window with my fists and climbed through the windows and into the temporary safety of grandpa's pajero.
For some obscure reason, Gramps drove me to what seemed like Takashimaya. He dropped me off at the underground car park and left for a dental appointment. Then as the car pulled away......there stood... ZAINAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I remember running a lot and holding a mop. (because i accidentally shoved the stupid mop into my own face while running) then sarah came with a basin of water and made me wash my hands. I was like ??!!! I'm like busy!
. Then some green goo comes to mind. nothing else. I probably woke up.

Went to midval with steph today for lunch. We brainstormed a bit for prom and here are some ideas:

1.as we are afterall, librarians (except prefect goh) we could host a meeting and come up with a committee. In the lecture theatre of course.
2. Have prom in a colonial mansion at klpac instead of hotel.
-meaning we have to decorate
-and cater
-and hire dj
....sounds expensive? its not!

if we charge 75-120 a ticket
its:
75 x 180 =13500
120 x 180 =21600
I'm sure ten thousand is enough to cover an event
3.Get photographers to cover event so ppl can like order albums and stuff

sounds like sarah's committee nightmare is coming true. But i figured we could find a really kind soul to be the event manager of the night and make sure evrything runs smoothly. we could pay him and give him a free meal.

2005-12-08T09:23:00.000Z

In which I dont actually have to go out for a whole day!

I excercised to day! which is a big deal for me because i havent spontaneously, willingly, and initiatively sweat for like, a year? Normally i just go for yoga once a week and thats it, no more vigorous activity.But today, when I woke up at about eight, the sun was shining, the birds were singing and there was not a cloud in the sky, and i thought, heck, why not? so i yoga-ed a bit by the pond before popping off to consume my nutritious and fiberous yet almost delicious breakfast.

Oh, prom was quite fun (well more fun than i thought it would be). We rented gowns from some bridal store and wore tiaras (figured we could be as silly as we wanted to be since it wasnt even our prom) with HUGE square sunglasses (tacky i know, but we couldn't resist).

Went shopping with my aunts the day before that (tuesday, i presume). They just got back from some meditation course thingy in india the week before. India sounds awesome! They got me loads of useless random things like 10 one dollar shawls (I have almost all the colours of the rainbow now), an egg cup (??), some silver models of an elephant family, a candlebra (which now resides in my bathroom), and loads of other useless things. I know I should be grateful (which i am,just should be more grateful) but they really shouldn't have.I suppose they felt they had to contribute to the indian economy.

They went mad shopping at klcc, then bukit bintang, THEN 1U. We started at like 9.30 in the morning and only ended at like 10pm. The cashiers were running to like 4 figures ,its like they've been banned to shop for a century and have suddenly been let loose in a sale (which they were; let loose on a sale i mean). They even got me some more stuff. I got this cool corset top thingy but the tie tie things are in the front and some more shoes and some skirts and a few other tops.They plan to go shopping AGAIN next week. they're convinced that new clothes will just keep arriving every week untill christmas or new year.

Past few weeks were quite hectic and i had to go for some class or other everyday. Thank goodness I had nothing to do today. watched reruns of finding nemo and love actually. a nice mindless activity.

Read sarah's blog about letting things be and stuff. i think its a pretty good idea. I've probabaly been doing it all along but the result being, you never fall in love, at all. But thats not so bad. At least when you're not in love(thats what i think they're still calling it) you dont have to be obsessed. I think.

I think we should meet up with steph SOON.